“I TOOK my heart in my hand
(O my love, O my
love),
I said: Let me fall or stand,
Let me live or die,
But this once hear me speak
(O my love, O my
love)—
Yet a woman's words are weak;
You should speak, not
I.
You took my heart in your hand
With a friendly
smile,
With a critical eye you scann'd,
Then set it down,
And said, 'It is still unripe,
Better wait awhile;
Wait while the skylarks pipe,
Till the corn grows
brown.'
As you set it down it broke—
Broke, but I did not
wince;
I smiled at the speech you spoke,
At your judgement I heard
But I have not often smiled
Since then, nor
question'd since,
Nor cared for cornflowers wild,
Nor sung with the singing
bird.
I take my heart in my hand,
O my God, O my God,
My broken heart in my hand:
Thou hast seen, judge
Thou.
My hope was written on sand,
O my God, O my God:
Now let thy judgement stand—
Yea, judge me now.
This contemn'd of a man,
This marr'd one heedless
day,
This heart take thou to scan
Both within and
without:
Refine with fire its gold,
Purge Thou its dross
away—
Yea, hold it in Thy hold,
Whence none can pluck it
out.
I take my heart in my hand—
I shall not die, but
live—
Before Thy face I stand;
I, for Thou callest
such:
All that I have I bring,
All that I am I
give,
Smile Thou and I shall sing,
But shall not question
much.”