| An Addicts Page of Despair | |||||||||||||||||||
| Welcome everyone to my little experiment. My name is Jon, and I am an addict. My drug of choice I guess would technically be Crystal Meth, or the many other names it goes by. In reality though my drug of choice is whatever is available. Anything that might cause the slightest bit of instant gratification hooks me right away. It is a nightmare to live with, and suicide is never far from my mind, but I'm still here. Unfortunatley the inspiration for this page is the death of someone I have admired for years. A few days ago, Layne Staley was found dead in his apartment. I've never been one to get sad over the loss of celebrities, but this one hit home. Layne was someone who tried to explain to the world what it is I actually am. Being an addict, is not something most people can comprehend. Lord knows when I try to explain it, all I get are the usual comments like, " Why don't you just quit?" "Why can't you just be normal?" "All it takes is a little willpower?" Well, if it were that easy, I would be living in the lap of luxury back in Detroit, instead of living in exile down in the south. So hopefully by telling my story, I can at least try to make some understand. So please visit the links below, and I love feedback so do the guestbook thing or email me. Thank you for sharing a moment in trying to understand another ones despair. | |||||||||||||||||||
| For My story Click here Its mostly a text page but you might enjoy it. It is the whole purpose of this page. Under Construction |
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| To see some pics of me, and various ex'es click here | |||||||||||||||||||
| II made a little shrine to Layne, to pay your respects, click here | |||||||||||||||||||
| Are drugs a problem for you? Do you need help? Don't wait until its to late, you are not alone. Narcotics Anonymous can help. Click the Logo to be directed to a list of phone numbers where you can recieve help. | |||||||||||||||||||
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| I welcome E-mails from anybody regarding anything. [email protected] | |||||||||||||||||||
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