| My Story...... so far. | |||||||||||||||||||
| Acknowledgments: | |||||||||||||||||||
| Well before I even get into all of the boring stuff. I want to first thank my parents. Without them, I just wouldnt be possible. My three brothers of which I am proud to share some DNA with. Its nice to know that you have people there for you if you ever really need someone. My kids and my wife. I know that life may not always be easy or fun, but know that I am always here for each of you and will do the absolute best that I can to help. To all of my friends out there as well and people who have had a part in my life. Whether good or bad, large or small you have had a bearing on me and I wouldnt be the same person without any of you. | |||||||||||||||||||
| In the beginning...... | |||||||||||||||||||
| Entry: 02/01/03 | |||||||||||||||||||
| In 1965 my parents were awaiting the birth of their first child. I'm sure that if they knew everything that was going to follow in raising me, they would have enjoyed life a lot more when they had the chance. During that summer, Joseph Patrick Estadt made his grand entrance into the world. Funny, but for such a momentous occasion in my life, I really dont remember much about it. I do have memories of the house we lived in for the first almost 5 years of my life. Its kind of odd the flashes of memories that come back. Laying on the kitchen table getting my diaper changed and staring up at the ceiling. Orange walls in the kitchen there. I remember dark almost olive green carpeting in other rooms of the house. Upstairs I can vividly remember trying to plug a night lite into an outlet in my parent's bedroom once while I had my tiny fingers touching the prongs on the plug. The jolt that I got was my first experience with electricity. I remember dropping the nite light wondering what in the world that sensation was that buzzed all through me for that second. I remember when I didnt feel good, my mother gave me St. Joseph's baby aspirin and I fell in love with the candy like taste. If something tasted that good, it just had to be good for me. I climbed on top of the cabinet and along to where I saw my mom put the aspirins. I then proceeded to eat all of the remaining aspirins in the bottle. For those of you out there that have never had to taste syrup of ipecac, consider yourselves fortunate. I couldnt understand what this vile tasting liquid was my mother was giving me when I was still enjoying the aftertaste of the baby aspirins in my mouth. I soon found out what she was giving it to me for. Its one thing to be physically sick and throwing up...to an extent thats expected. To be just enjoying some well hidden treats, then made to take some of this liquid, followed closely by emptying my stomach into a handy bucket is something else entirely different. I can remember snippets of other memories as well. Playing in the backyard with another boy roughly my age who was nicknamed, "Stoney". I can recall a black cat that used to be around the house all of the time. I remember picking grapes right off of the vine in my grandparents yard, not that far from our house. I remember going for rides with my dad and grandfather in my grandfather's old Dodge Rambler which was painted blue. I can remember going to the fire hall up the street from where we lived where my grandfather was a member and sitting in the trucks thinking at that time that was the greatest thrill in my life at that age. What young boy doesnt have thoughts of being a fireman at least once in his life? The small candy shop up the street from us as well is something that I can remember along with walks to each set of my grandparents who lived within walking distance of our house back then. In the summer time, I remember having the most fun playing around in a old metal wastub in the back yard filled with water. To a child that age, it was your own private pool. Roughly a year and a half after I showed up, my mother made another trip to the hospital. This time it was to bring my brother into the world. He showed up on Christmas Day 1967. I don't remember too much of him during the time we lived at this house. I attribute that to the fact that by this time I was a toddler out and around while he was still pretty much an infant. Before he was able to walk on his own, the world as I knew it still was mine to explore on my own. I can recall having my own little 'cave' made out of a sheet draped over a table where I would go to hide out and eat Cheerios from the box. Yes, life was undeniably good. Looking back during those first few years that I can remember bits and pieces of, the overwhelming feeling was one of happiness and love. I knew I was loved and wanted. Too many times today, children cant honestly say that. You can't possibly underestimate the effect of that to a child. I felt that there could be nothing in the world as I knew it at 4 years old that could ever bother me. Boy was I a naive for a toddler. Just as I was getting used to everything that life and our house had to offer, we moved a few months before my 5th birthday. That move opened a whole new chapter in my life..... |
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