Wow! There are just some of those really rough times when you feel so alone and you are so far from home ...it's rough! Well last night was a rough night and the devil is fighting me harder than ever. I know it's because I am really in God's will. I believe someone once told me something along the lines  of you know you are in God's will when the devil is fighting you even stronger than he ever has. If you don't feel the devil fighting you might want to check yourself. I have found this thought to be so true the past few days. I woke up this morning and i could feel the devils presence and then it was SO awesome because all of a sudden I was so safe and secure and it was kinda like God was letting me know "Hey, I'm here for you to help you and carry you through these rough times. Just TRUST me, Joylene!" It was amazing!!!

Well tomorrow I will be going to beechgrove to see the family! I am very excited!!! PRaise God I got my cell phone turned back on too! That would be a big thanks to my mom! That was a huge answer to prayer! I praise God for His never ending love! He is so good to us even though we don't deserve it. Something that was said in our D-groups last night was that if we have a very giving father, a father loving, "perfect" father on earth, how much more is our Father in Heaven!! How awesome is that thought??

Well i'm going to probably do some more homework and then lay down for a little bit! All of your prayers are greatly appreciated and definitely needed!