I don't know what this could be telling me, or why i have read this maybe it's nothing, maybe i will find out later or maybe i will simply come to terms with what it says and unrelate it to myself

After reading "I may have lost hope for us but that doesn’t mean hope has lost me." Matt Taylor

I smiled

I decided to look at the ex's face book. I don't know why i still search for her. I don't know why i want to know about her, but i find myself reading what she has been up to, and enjoying it. Even reading things that may have made me jealous before make me happy for her now. I laugh at her humour, and i feel okay after. I always leave it feeling like i wonder if she looks at mine a lso. I came to a decsion that yes she definately does. Even for no other reason than sheer curiosity!

So i found myself reading her quiz and i see

"

I miss...

dancing "   Instantly i hear myself saying "she misses me!, she finally misses me..." I know that she relates dancing to me, as i was a big part of her dancing life, and she looked up to me as a dancer. She wanted me to teach her and make her the best that she could be and often asked me if "will i ever dance like you" Once she said "i can't take my eyes of you when you dance" It would have meant so much more to me now than it did then. I couldn't accept it then. I was so different! Anyway, of course i could be wrong. Maybe she really does just miss dancing and has thought of me but doesn't actually miss me. .. All my intuition tells me that she does finally miss me. I don't feel the need to contact her, i don't feel sad, i feel like things are changing and i still feel she will continue on her own path but this is something... For so long she hadnt mentioned dancing  in her online activity eg. journals, websites. It was always curious as it was such big part of her life. She loved it. I felt it was too much of a coicidence that she had blocked out her love for dancing the same time she was pushing me away also. I feel that her love for dancing has come back and she is almost ready to start thinking about getting back into it. I am really happy for her. She is a gorgeous dancer. She misses me... And so the journey continues..