hi. I am 53 minutes from leaving. I am tired. I dont want to go now. I want to go to bed. ...yes I do want to go home. But just... like. Ah whatever!

My hostmom Linda wrote me a comment today. she said something that made me really happy... "you know jana, you really are a beautiful young woman". made  me feel better about.. some things that happened when I lived at their place.   because sometimes I am just... just Jana, and that may seem weird to some people and I just then hope they know that I am a pretty nice and harmless person. haha... I am. I think they still like me though. I still love them.

and... yeah.

so. so I am leaving in46 minutes. I am tired. I dont want to go now. I want to go to bed. ...yes. no, I am not really like this all the time. I just am now.

god night everyone. sleep tight. ...if you can, get some sleep for me too. thanks.

love.