I'm wondering this road I'm on
Wondering what I'm all about
I can't see me living tomorrow
I just want to give up and finally die
why is it me who trys to connect with the world out side
why is it me, that I have to cry
I've been holding on for so long
and yet I stumble and I trip
when you never notice all the scars
I walk through the halls of school
feeling so depressed
so far away from everyone
not enough well dressed
I dont fit in
I never have
I dont have friends
not that it matters
why cant I stop hurting my self for just one day
Why cant I be happy, must I live this way
I want to give up so bad
but something down deep is driving me mad
It wont let me go
though I know It's times up
I've had my time
every thing is lost and not
yet mine...
I'm looking for someone to hold
to let me know I'm ok
I need to be loved
and not be treated this way
All my insecurities will finally come together
and all my emotions
will tightly be tethered
