that wouLd allow me too risk it
| .. a L L . o v e R . a q A ii n .. |
[ s0 y0u say l0ve me
i'm supp0sed t0 feel the same
i dunn0 b0ut y0u b0y
but my l0ve aint a game ]
i look good so hate me // hater \\
Hating on a certain name
only gives them the fame.
There are plenty of good reasons to hate me.
I just don’t want people to hate me because
of half truths, partial truths, lies and rumors.
ignorance // spreads \\ lies
Fuck the fake bitches who talk shit
Fuck the people who spread shit
Fuck the people who believe that shit.
I can’t control these feelings anymore
I don’t know how to live
Each day is the same
Feeling useless and miserable
People put me down,
And, farther, I fade away
I don’t care about anything either
Grades slipping, not sleeping, not eating, skipping school
It just doesn’t matter.
I feel so lonely
So empty inside
I’m reaching out for someone
But yet again I hear no reply
This fake smile, this fake laugh,
How can I keep doing this to myself?
Him with her, her with him
Everyone being happy but just not seeing
Just not seeing, how hurt I really am
When they look in my eyes,
Can’t they see, that I’m not being me?
Scared of love, scared of hurt
I hate everything
Sometimes the pain inside
Just makes me wanna die
At night, I just cry
Not even knowing why
I guess this is what happens to you
When you let someone steal your heart
--Ashley Kahn--
^ one day s0on y0u'll see me in the arms 0f an0ther man
just listen when i tell you this, it wasnt my plan ^
i knew it was c0ming fr0m the l0ok in y0ur eyes
so i grabbed your hands and said "goodbye"
Dont Hurt me..
im only a girl..
dont touch me..
im only a girl..
dont love me..
im only a girl..
with a broken heArt..
everytime i fall asleep and start dreaming
its funny because all my dreams
start with you and end with you
and i wish i could sleep forever
cuz i know that it will only be reality in my dreams..
but then again dreams arnt really reality
What's the point if the one person
you love talking to the most
doesn't talk to you anymore?
Tears running down my cheeks
this isn't the way its supposed to be
youd think by now id have relized
I shouldn't need you in my life
But i do, I want you so bad i can barley breathe
and thats whats hurting thats whats killing me
I didn't think what people told me was true.
I didn't know it feel this. When I was little
girl, I dreamed of this day and the boy. I never
though the boy would be you. I dreamed of what
it could be. I dreamed of what you would be. I
never thought it would be this real. I feel like
I have won a lottery ticket cause I won my life
when I met you.
i'M neVeR CerTaIn oF lOvE
oR of hOw iT HaPPeNs
i feel that i can't let gO
..that i shOuldn't let gO..
and if i did, it wOuld feel like
it tOOk fOrever tO get back tO yOu
I'm sad because I don't have you
When I see you with anthor girl I cry
But my tears mean nothing to you
He KnOwS I CaRe...
AnD ThAtS WhY He doesn’t
MiSTaKeS aRe MaDe... PeoPLe GeT HuRT...
BuT THeRe aRe aLWaiS TWo SiDeS THaT
NeeD To FeRGiVe eN FeRGeT... eN u CaN oNLie
DeCiDe FeR YeR SiDe WHeTHeR YeR GuNNa GeT oVeR iT
... eVeRYoNe eLSe NeeDS To MaKe THeiR oWN DeCiSioNS
I don't know if it makes me
[ x* w e a k . o r . s t r o n g *x ]
livin like nothings wrong
:: d0nt try t0 impress me, i l0ved y0u already ::
i'm on my secOnd driNk A but i'vE hAd a
fEw before.. i'm tryin hArd tO thiNk aNd
i thiNk thAt i wAnt yOu on the flOor <33
