I could tell you how i felt about you until i was blue in the face and couldnt breath anymore. Would you be the one to help me breath again by telling me you feel the same? x3
There are times when I just wanna lean over and kiss you run up to you and hug you, call you up just to talk, go over and visit you and tell you I love you but i dont.
Sometimes you meet someone and before you know their name, before you know where they are from, you know that sometime in the future this person is goin to mean something to you.
Staring at the clock, counting down until I see you again. Nervousness comes over me. I wonder if you wanna see me as much as I wanna see you. i have to make it happen but I dont know what to do.
What makes me go to bed at night knowing you'll be sleeping too. What makes us so meant to be is any problem, we'll see through.
He has the right to look at anyone but why is it that I get jealous? It isnt like we're together. Maybe its cause I wish we were.
Maybe im lookin for all the wrong things in a guy. Maybe its not even them. Maybe its me. But it seems like i go for all the same guys.. all the ones i want, but cant have, all the ones i need, but cant get, and all the ones i love, just end up breakin my heart.
Standing so close, knowing that it kills me to breathe you in. - From Autumn to Ashes
Its you. You mean everything to me.. you are the first into my head in the morning when I wake up. My last thought before I go to bed, you smile at me in my dreams, when you are sad I feel sad and when I see your true smile, I feel incredible, like there is no other thing around and all I can see is you.
I look at all the pictures of the past thinkin of how the years went by so fast. The dances, the parties, the pictures, the laughs, the shoulders to cry on, and cute photographs of the people i know since way back when. The new kids came every now and then the friendships you make come and go * but theres always few you'll always know now as we go our seperate ways * I know I'll always remember these days.
So i fall. I dont wanna feel this small. You know I just cant handle this at all and I'll just fall.
I wish I never met you. My life would be so much better. My heart would be mine and not yours.
Im mad at myself for crying. I dont even remember the reason but the tears keep flowing and they just wont stop. Im supposed to be strong but everything is so wrong.
Optimisn is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence. You gain strength, experience, and confidence by every experience where you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the things you cannot do.
The day you walked outta my life is the day i watched my heart shatter on the floor.
He said "I never knew someone with a great personality like yours. Even though I've been with alot a girls, I can tell you have something way more. Yeah it made my day but havent you heard the saying -- things change.
Scrunched up tight, trying not to show, my band of resistance, wanting to let go, got bottled all up, wantin to break free, pleasing everyone though. I just wanna be me.
He looks into my eyes and Im alive again and when he says goodbye, I just die again. That's when my restlessness begins. Please dont let it win. Im so tired again but underneath, one thing still remains the same: He is the only one I love.
People think im all smiles people havent live in my life style.
Just when i thought my life was coming together I realized it was just starting to fall apart.
Im feeling sick. Im lookin gray. I dunno what to say
