i dont mind spending everyday
out on your corner in the
pouring rain
tell all the english boys you meet
about the american boy back in the states
the american how you used to date
who would do anything you say
and tonight my angle i will
sleep with my gun in my mouth
goodnight sleeptight my love
call homicide take the case to court
cause his lips tast like a loaded gun
im his number one chalk outline on the floor
ive got a twenty dollar bill
thats says no ones ever
seen you without make up
your always made up
my heart is yours for
the taking so go ahead
take it break it
its your to shatter
they were right when they
said love is the slowest
form of suicde because
his lips are laced with
cyanide and im so
addiicted to his kiss
its times like these where
silence means everything
and no one is to know
about this
everything i know about breaking
hearts i learned from you its true
ive never done it with the style and
grace you have but ive made long
term plans based on these mistakes
is this what you call tact
when your left with only a
bullet brinkg a trigger and
a promise to pull it
this may never start we could
fall apart and i'll be your
memory lost your sense of
fear feelings insicere can i
be your memory
this is over when i say its over
this is a lesson in procrastination
i kill myself because im so frusterated
every single second that i put it off means
another lonely night i got to race the clock
so is that what you call a getaway
tell me what you got away with
cause ive seen more spine in jellyfish
ive never seen more guts in eleven year old kids
have another drink and drive yourself home
i hope theres ice on all the roads
and you can think of me when you forever your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield
you and me are like
on heart beat
boy come to me
the only broken hearted loser you'll ever need
or i'll be left along forever with my magazines
you're a touch overrated
you're a lush and i hate it
but these grass stains on my knees
they wont mean a thing
i'll do what i go to the truth
is you could slit my throat
and with my one last gasping breath
id apologize for bleeding on your shirt
cause im a wishful thinker
with the worst intentions
and will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
this all was only wishful thinkin
go on just say it
you need me like a bad habit
one that leaves you defenseless
dependent and alone
i wanted you for nothing more
than hating you for what you were
if thats what you wanted to hear
so slice open my veins
and let the romance bleed away
i think about your face
and how i fall into your eyes
the outline that i trace
around the one that i call mine
time that called for space
unclear where you drew the line
i dont need to slove this case
and i dont need to look behind
so go ahead and take a picture
and hang it up so you can tear me down
i dont care
cause im still here
and ive got nothing left to lose
with all the years i wasted on you
from the moment you left
i knew that something wasnt right
but the feeling inside has kept
me up all night
tell my friends im dead
im leaving you this time its for good
tell all my friends that im dead
it wont be long before you forget my name
so cut my wrists and black my eyes
cut my wrists and black my eyes
so i can fall asleep tonight and die
because you kill me
you know you do you kill me wellyou like it
too and i can tell you never stop until my
final breath is gone
you need him i could be him
i could be an accident but im still trying
thats more than i can say for him
i'll lock myself alone and i will
drink until the clock strikes two
with just a pen a pill and some paper
and maybe i dont understand
so pour another please
this should foul up the person that i long to be
i wanna hate you so bad
but i cant but i cant shop this
anymore than you can
im finding my own words
my own little stage my own
epic drama my own scripted
page i'll send you the rough
draft i'll seal it with tears maybe
you'll read it and i'll reappear
and i still breathing have i lost that feeling
am i made of glass cause you see right through me
i dont know who i am and you're the only one who sees that
i cant ask these questions that cannot be answered today
and even if everything goes wrong and we start to fall apart
i will understand where you are i will understand this by myself
and i dont need to hear your answer i just need you to feel
like there are no boundaries at all
walking off the stage tonight
i know what your thinking
and hes stands there alone
hes high on himself
but if you only knew
walking out on the show
is walking out on you
and walking out on you
was the best thing that
i ever did
i hate the way you say my name
like its something secretmy
pen is the barrel of a gun
remind me which side
you should be on
im the kind of kid
that cant let anything go
but you wouldnt know a good thing
if it came up and slit your throat
when i turn and walk away
im not holding onto this
im not wasting words on you
i sleep along in spite of it
i'll do anything for you
and it wont be long now
and in time you'll find out
this heart is yours
so let it bleed
the distance and my heart to sand
flowing through the hour glass
ive thought of pieces i cant let go
of all the times i never said goodbye
and as days go by
the memories remain
i'll wait for you
and as the days go by
the memories remain
i wont let go
dear black goodnight
dont forget to write
your name inside my life
and i know its hard to
make this work
when your all alone
im not wishing anymore
im not writing songs for you
i sleep better in the dark
im not doing this for you
all my hopes and all my dreams
everything fallin in between
seems to be that the memories
mean more to you than they do to me
i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give me the
breath of life
but you dont see me you dont
