Many nights I've had this dream
When you come to me
Mine to hold to kiss
Only this time it's not a dream
And for the moment
The shattered pieces
Of my heart are pulled together
Held together temporarily
By our sweat
And I never knew pain-
Could feel this good
All was meant to be broken
My heart does bare the proof
A whisper in my ear
So gently lipis brush my skin
Lips I love despite-
The tortures they speak
Love for them because
They are part of you
And you come to me
You kiss me, making love to me
Forgetting that you-
Don't love me anymore
Running through a field of flowers
Calling out to me
Golden, shimmered petals
Danced upon by the sun
Where are your wings, My Angel?
Coming through in such
A vivid daydream
And how I wish
I could run to you
To let you hold me
As you had
As you call out my name
Beckoning my heart to you
Petals dance with sunbeams
As the wind flirts with your hair
And how I wish
I could be with you
To see the flowers
As you had
Calling me, wind whispers
Daydream floats away
Leaving my eyes
Drowning blue orbs
My body shaken
And how I wish
You hadn't died
I'm sorry for what I do to you
I'm sorry for what I put you through
The last thing you need is me
I cause you such misery
I do not mean to cause you dispair
I truely wan to care
I'm sorry I won't let things be
I'm sorry for being me
I can remember your touch
The flicker of your tongue
On my bare neck
Your fingers sliding up my thingh
Reaching for my sensuality
Traveling up, slowly, teasing
As my skin burns
I can remember the feeling
Of your hair between my legs
Oh, and your tongue....
Touching, rubbing, licking
I can remember your scent
Breathing it in
Taking you in all the way
Pushing past expectations, limitations
Burning with a fever, only you gave
Touching, caressing, moaning
Losing all control for you
I can remember all the passion
But I can't remember loving you
The days go by so slowly
The minutes slip away
Like undefined hours
Wishes collect upon the stars
Lost all change in the wishing well
Maybe someday I'll learn to fly
Lost days bring us closer
To when we'll die
I don't know what I want anymore
I don't know who I am now
Lying delicately not wanting to awake
To lie still through tomorrow
Inside the cacoon of my mind
Minutes of my life
Slip away unused
