Page 1 Poetry

-Under the Storm- Under the darkness of this storm Entrapped by the grey feeling Looking outside How can anyone want to stay awake The world is so heavy When you walk alone through the gloom Eyes internally glazed over With tears that can't be cried Feeling the failure Witness to the pain in the seven days Clouds growing thick Rain draws near A chance to hide From inside, from the mind Shelter under the darkness of the storm

-Desperate Celebration- Seclusion, the matter in every mind A quiet death torturing every soul And are we the lucky ones Us, the kings of a world Blessed with thought, knowing Mammals mistaken Infatuated with this brilliance Other side, damned with consciousness Gaining but nothing in our work, our calculations Nothing for the suffering Spiritual masterbation Connecting with nothing, nobody, empty Fucking, dog companionship relations Drops of fill in for an oceanous void Cold, dark, endless A blind search for love, a sick love of hope The cool irony of our inner abyss Driving us on Pushing us to greatness And for what, to whore My existence, a waitress, my lord Our ends never mourned Never will be And we're torn Lost from the start No map but empty hearts Not a gift, never warned

System Malfunction Needle injections of gasoline Veins always ripping With a heart full of kerosene Hollowing out Hollow inside Emotional evacuation My skin is on fire Reaction to chemical irritation Psychological quarantine Control through injections of gasoline Emotional termination Personal situations System malfunctions Sparks,synapses Mathmatical functions Praying to a myth While invisible gods stand real Sitting in your flesh Swimming in your blood Now in control of the time to live They alone Hand on the button To a system malfunction

Anymore Memory Daydreams of forefitted days The salty breeze by myself Picture perfect blue skies You and I together Careless, free, our bliss Under the sand Warm in the waves The sparkling few The only days Days I dream about Inside my head A time when I Was free from my mind Those days were a flash That time is dead and gone I let it pass Seconds slipped by My own fault I know that's why Now alone Distance inviting the cold Looking to die No more Don't wanna carry this inside Anymore

Dreams I'd Like to Dream A desert realm with permanent purple ceilings A time absent of fear and loathing Everlasting blue crystal tides drinking the sky Where every piece of air is tasting my mind Green growing life becoming a mother to never leave Wading in rainbow liquid lagoons Hands clasped to warm inviting smiles Endless lovers with hair running every length Countless features basking in all radiant colors Alone in my gender surrounded by lips of moist sparks Orgasms triggered by caresses of sincerity Pleasures only to be seen in fantasies Dreams driving us mad with yearning