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>>Welcome to my lil' world

Hayow ppl.. Iv kinda updated the layout! (at last!) but cudnt be bothed to do a background or change the contents!... or colour skeem!hehehe! Oh im so Lazy!
I c it as.. The contents speaks for itself!
Well have a read down and leave me a message in ma new guestbook. Thank you!




>>Who is that one?

[Full Name] Natalie Maria Celsa Cecilia Patao Bernazzani
[Known as] Nat, Nattie, Tally,
[Nick names] Natty batty, Ate` Baybee, Eilatan ->[natalie backwards], Nata-Pee, Tat,
[DOB] 18/3/85
[Age] 19 years young
[Ethnicity] Half Italian, Half Filipino. >> ITALIan > filiPINO
[Reppin] Tut�num syds!
[Status] single!
[Personalty] hyper, sweet but bit naughtie at times ;o)
[Likes] The colour Lilac, food, sleep, money & genuine ppl!
[Dislikes] Fake people, people beggin it! people hating & pre judgin wen dey dont bother getin 2 kno me! U LOT R HATTERS!
[Listen's to] RnB, Slow jams, Bashment, Hip Hop.
[Contax] add [email protected] on msn. i use dat one evry so often. if u kno ma regular one den dats da 1 i use.



[...ME MYSELF & I...]
- A friend
- A daugher to a long going loving couple
- An older sister to one brother
- Very Loving & caring person
- A Minor/Light Alcaholic
- Im straight up to the point. [init bajade!]
- I tend to let tings really get me down
- I tend to put trust into ppl too easly.. [..and i den get hurt]
- I rely on ppl too much to b there 4 me
- Very emotional
- Always try ta smile [even if it is a front]
- Not Shy!
- Hyper
- Crazy! [lol]
- Misunderstood!
- BIG ASS BEEEEEEEEEEE-YATCH!!! [u gota say it wit all da "E's". lol]





>>stupidity..

If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
(Hardly seems worth it.)
If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.
(Now that's more like it!)
The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.
(O.M.G.!)
A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.
(In my next life, I want to be a pig.)
A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death.
(Creepy.)
(I'm still not over the pig.)
Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.
(Do not try this at home. Maybe at work.)
The male pray mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.
("Honey, I'm home. What the....?!")
The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field.
(30 minutes... lucky pig. can you imagine??)
The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds.
(What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?)
Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
(I still want to be a pig in my next life...quality over quantity)
Butterflies taste with their feet.
(Something I always wanted to know.)
The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
(Hmmmmmm........)
Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people.
(If you're ambidextrous, do you split the difference?)
Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump.
(OK, so that would be a good thing....................)
A cat's urine glows under a black light.
(I wonder who was paid to figure that out?)
An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
(I know some people like that.)
Starfish have no brains.
(I know some people like that too.)
Polar bears are left-handed.
(If they switch, they'll live a lot longer.)
Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure. (What about that pig??)


>>Thinking deeply..

"Do people differ in their current behaviour and experience merely because they find themselves in different 'situations'? - Or because they have different 'personalities'? - And thus 'interact' differently with 'situations'? And perhaps because, as the individuals they already are, they select and create their own 'situations' (or micro-environments, or milieux)?"

Should major personality differences be envisaged as having material bases in our physiological make-up (e.g. in brain growth or neurotransmitter availability)? Or is personality primarily 'social', ideational and intentionally self-constructed? [For what is known or hypothesized of the role of the cerebral hemispheres, see XIX.] V Nature vs Nurture? - Or Nature via Nurture? Do personality differences develop primarily from genetic or primarily from environmental differences between people? And what is the role of 'interaction' in shaping personality development and individual differences? [For the developmental origins of intellectual differences see X and XII; and for the origins of other personality differences, see under Propensities.]"


>>looking deeper

"We judge ourselves by what we feel capable of doing, while others judge us by what we`ve already done."

Many of you out there think different things about meeh and thats fine.. every1 is entitled to their own opinion, weather u get to look deeper into meeh and get to kno me as a person is totally up to you. But why chat bout me like u know who i am! im sick of yo beeyatches & dikkheads chtin ma name making out im all this and that! y u hating?! The only ones i care what they fink about me is ma friends and familly and they know me for who i am. if you take the tym to get to know me then i thank you for you are a true person.

if you read... you tend to judge...
learn to look deeper into a person


iv had a bad past and those that were by my syd all the way thru have seen me grown and learned from it which has made me a stronger person today. I have different syds ta me.. kinda like split personalities! I have a personility that some hate and some love.. i can't dismiss the fact that im a naughty lil bytch.. but dont get me wrong.. i still have that sweetness in meeh....... all this 2geva.... "makes me..MEEH"...

im not a "wot u see is wot u get" kinda gal.. theres more to meeh than meets the eye....

i can be loud.. it makes me noticed.. u cant let ppl walk all over you, u gota tell them wot ur finking. i aint shy to speak ma mind! But saying this i aint loud all the tym.. i can be shy.. normally wen it comes to ma feelings sumtyms. im a caring & loving person who has feelings too, i aint so hard-shell'ed as many of u think. wen u 1st meet me i may come across all inocent & shy but get to kno me that lil' bit extra & ul soon see im more than jus that! i can get very hyper sumtyms, usually when im feelin' in a happy mood. I can be a bad gal or a lil gud gal.. i need that balance. some ppl call me vain.. hey im not dis-missing the fact that sumtyms i can be.. but dont we all wana at least look decent in pics?! i can be a bytch, but why should that be said as a bad thing?? you gota be a bytch in this lyf 2make it! i also have my seductive and naughty side, which gives me that edge.
.... But u gota get to know this gal b4 u judge this gal based on her words on a web page.


>>Daily Dosage

Most present ----> to past entry, i changed the order goin upwards..
>> Recent Entry >>
|thursday 14th Oct|
11:05Pm- Im actually home tonite! lol! my mums like "dame aint seen u eat dinner her for ages! lol!... I BLAME IT ON SOME ONE! U kno who u are! hehehe! im not gna say much up here.. but jus wanted to leave a lil sumthing here. Well went back to uni 2weeks ago, its bin ok so far. Doing alot of group projects to help us "bond" with eachother! I been actaully very good recently.. not bin in dem depressed moods i get in! hehehe.. which is better for ma health.. dunno owt ta say now so imma jus stop typing after i say a few random words for someone.. hehehe.. cut'ly, Depot... hehehe

|Saturday 25th Sept|
12:39am- recently i been more myself... (wotever that is!).. too much was on ma mind before which made me think alot.. small weights have been lifted off my shoulders but i still been feelin confused recently over summin (someone).. i hate feeling like this!
Ive been back a month now and its gone so fast! i aint touched my uni work AT ALL! I been working quite abit to even start it!! DAME im behind even b4 iv started the year!!

|Saturday 18th Sept|
8:53pm- Went brighton today with few ppl from work! BARE JOKES 2DAY!!!


|Friday 27th August|
10:26pm- Im back! got back last sunday & went back ta work on tuesday! dame tired! i wana show sum love to ma (always) best gal.. Tina. its been so good spending time with u again. iv missed u so so much! Now ur all independent with ya flat! (u do realise that ur place is gna be like ma 2nd home now! hehehe). I love u so much babe! NATINA*8*.........
.....been feelin abit weried since iv been back .. jus feel slightly depressed sumtimes & it bcomes a big deal! the little petty things start to mount up & it just seems so much worse!...

|Monday 26th July|
10:16pm- Im goin philippines this satrday for 3weeks! i just cant wait!!!! i aint been since i was 9 years old.. thats 10years if ur clever enuff to work it out! I want these 5 days to fly by & it most probly will due to the fact im working nearly everyday till i leave. im gonna miss ma daddy coz he not comming with us. Im gonna miss a certain sum1 aswell & 4 someone who expresses their feelin's openly i havnt really mensiond him up here..duno y.. i think i just don't want ma emotions to get out of control.. but i kno how i feel & i KNOW imma miss him...

|Friday 23rd July|
9:54pm- aint updated this shit for ages so I fort id come up on here ta add a few pics from todays trip ta southend.. It was jokes ta-day ppl!


^we were walkin along the front along the amusement arcades when louise spotted these naughty dogs in one of them claw game ting! LOL!

<--- 1st there was those lil' 20p bouncy balls.. then sweets, now iv seen it all... Knickers for a nicker & pouches for a pound!







|Saturday 12th June|
11:16pm- who likes ma creps?! they luk propa heavy heavy init! they started out as white & pink rebok workouts then they went in the hands of Mr. Batlow "Bajade" Bling.. and became.. MY ITALI..PINA CREPS! He's heavy! if u wna see more of his wrk jus strol dwn..

well i jus wanted to cum on here to show u all ma "itali..pina" creps b4 i scuff them up.. lol.

|Saturday 05th June|
9:13pm- 2day i went paint-balling & oh ma gosh i got hit on ma forehead like 3feet away! Andy won the "best bruse" award! but i think mine was much worse wen it was fresh! IT WAS HUGE! like a half a tennis ball! AND FU*K IT HURT!.. i cryed yakno! dame im a wuss! But all in all, 2day was such a heavy day!!! iv never bin paint-ball b4 so it was totally new to meeh but dame i enjoyed it! i felt lyk a propa bre! lol!

|Monday 24th May|
9:44pm- i aint written on here for quite sum tym.. mainly coz i usuly go online usin ma mac laptop &cant b botherd 2update it coz its kinda different. neway on ma pc at the mo so fort id add to this shyt. wel recently i been gud! Tings r sorted.. well kinda.. with jon, we chated & tings r civel. He needs sum space frm a few tings.. one of which is me, so il respect that.. at least this tym i kno he cares bout me. im near or nuff finish uni.. jus gota wait for ma exhibition. so nowa days bin doin more hours at wrk.. makin monies! Imma plan to enjoy this summer! lol!



|Tuesday 4th May|
10:55pm- Today ma powerbook went into computa hospital.. they gna keep it for a day or two to test it & shit. Nat misses her sexi silver baby [lol]. I got bare wrk to do on it that im screwin i cant do it! Today was raining dwn hard! but oh ma gosh TOO MUCH JOKES BAJADE! Runin' across tut'num court rd in the rain with ma "one person" umbrella [lol], fallin into "lakes!". dame boi, i swear i laughed too much today!..TOO MUCH! u seriously r one mad ass jokah! "rain makes people nuff silly fo shizzle"
1:07am- i kno its like now really wednesday morning but still feels like tuesday nite, anyway.. jus fort ta write summin up on here for u bajade.. Jus wana say a big THANK YOU for everyting! u really are a tru friend.. ur like one of ma best's! "ur jus 2 safe" ;o)

|Friday 30th April|
11:49pm- 2DAY WAS POWERBOOK DAY! the day i bin waitin for! I got home at bout 10ish this morning frm a mates yard the nite b4 & wen ma dad open the door i was like "so c'om lets go!" while jumpin up & dwn! lol. and now i got ma sexi lil' Apple Mac G4 powerbook 12" Laptop! its sooo sexi! But ma lil silver baby is ill! *nat cries* summin is wrong with the internet or modem or summin :o( its gna get sorted but they wana take ma silver baby away frm me for a few days to check it! OH NO NO.. i got exam wrk ta do on it! so they gota wait!
Neway... apart frm that i bin feelin quite okie recently. nothing much has changed on the issues i have wid jon.. He's still too "busy" ta talk ta me! Iv given up hope with him now! I question maself.. is it really a friendship that i wna keep if this is how its gona be! Y doz he have ta be so heartless towards me afta we went thru so much!!..it upsets me alot & i dnt fink he realises that! ...well a few tings have cheared me up.. Catching up with da old college lot was great! Esp. Arteh. Hey arteh! im glad that we had that chat on the way to the bus stop dis morning. It heped!.. im soree we had sum distance abit ago but now tings r all gud & i hope thats the way they stay!

"Friends r like stars.. u kno they�re there but u dont always see them"

Another friend that i was so tyt wid last year has re-entered ma life recently & since then iv smiled every tym iv heard their voice! I think that if ur readin this u'l kno who u are.. Wen u entered ma life last year u changed ma life in many ways! u were really there for me & always made me smile! Our friendship grew so much & so fast in a such short space of tym that i cudnt beleive i had found such a gr8 friend.. But then we started to distance & i kno that at the tym we had our reasons, but now speakin 2 u recently makes me think about back then.. about our mad msn chats [dame sum of dem were mad init!]..& our endless phone convos.. [some of which we rememba more than others.lol] Neway.. now that we'r at that stage where i feel we r getin tyt again.. i dnt wana EVA let go of that tyt'ness! I really do value our friendship [more than i fink u realise]. ur too much of a special friend ta louse. i fort i lost u as a friend back then & that scared & upset me.. Wid everyting that was goin on in both of our lifes i just didnt know where i was wid u.. i didnt kno whereva ta call or wot.. but now i realise that ud always b there. altho we had that distance i never forgot bout u.. and afta all dis tym... for me...nothings changed! xxxx

|Sunday 25th April|
11:55pm- 2day i felt, looked & sounded so grogie AND I STILL WENT WRK! thats a hard wrkin member of staff 4 ya! i fink i got a lil'cold! Damit.. Last week was muscle spasm now its a cold! AHH MAN!
well recently i feel so let dwn by him that it makes me think "y do i bother?". Y am i tryin ta salva our friendship if he wont make da tym to! I duno wot to do! i duno where i am with him as a friend!



|Saturday 17th April|
3:49pm- Im feelin much beta now..THE DRUGS WORK! LOL! at least im able to move around a bit more now. Yestaday i still had a little bit of pain, altho it wasnt that bad that it made me cry! Wana show bare love to BAJADE! wid eveyting thats goin on in ma mind, u cheerd me up bares yestaday! Boi u make me laugh too much that i 4get i have muscle spasm! That whole 'eye' ting propa shook me up! lol! That was TOO much jokes! jus cudnt stop laughin! but dont under-estamate meeh.. I SLAPED YA KNEE! MUHAHAH! LOL! 4real tho i had a gud day! ps... soree i broke ya couch ting! It wasnt ma fault! :o( *muah*

|Thursday 15th April|
6:39pm- oh ma gosh 2day iv never felt so much pain! it took me like 10mins to get into the car! well heres the storee:
On Wednesday i had a little tingles on the right side of ma back but nothing painfull so i went wrk & it didnt cause that much pain..jus a lil here & there. the next day i went wrk & as the day went on it got worse & worse till the point i cudnt move! I was in so much pain!! i was cryin & everyting! ma wrk place calld ma dad & i was taken to hospital! The doctor said i had a muscle spasm! its when your body has bin put in an auqward position & to stop any damage to the spine the muscle around it starts havin spasm's. AND IT HURTS LIKE MAD! the doctor gave me 2 injections.. one on each side of me, above ma hips! the needle was HUGE! ahhhh! and now i got 3 types of pills to take to make this ting go away! ahh i feel so helpless! Its shud be bout 3-7days for it to get totally better! But now i got it once, im prone to muscle spasms now! GRRRRR

|Thursday 8th April|
11:04pm- i feel so let dwn! i fort he's ment ta be my friend!! he's hurt me in every way possible.. as a boyfriend & now it feels as tho hes hurtin me as a friend! y doz it feel as tho he dnt care bout me?! y do i have to cry so much over him!?

|Monday 15th March|
11:21pm- Feeling abit up and down latly.. one day i could be fine, the next i could be crying for ages and it seems like everything is on my mind. He's still on my mind and as much as i try not to fink about him.. i still do! i honestly dont know how to approch tings anymore.. it seems no matter what.. i still get hurt! Is it coz im clinging on? Holding on & leting myself be hurt!? y cant i just let go wen i kno its the right thing!

|Saturday 13th March|
10:41pm- *Tamia ~ Smile*

Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be
If he had loved me
Truly loved me yes
I learned a while ago that kind of thing
Never happens for me
And so I go around
And just pretend
Love is not for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
Make them laugh and they won't see
That you never let them see you sweat
Don�t want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me

So I put on my make-up
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is okay
I�m laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I�m dying inside
With my pride and a smile
On my face, On my face

Sometimes I sit at home
By the phone hoping he might call me
But he don't call me
But then I realize
Dreams come true aren't for girls like me
Not like me
And so I go around with my head up
Like it ain't no thing
And when the boys around with all my friends
I�m into other things
coz you never let them see you sweat
Don�t want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me

|Friday 5th March|
11:50pm- iv had such a gud day!! its like ma face has a permanent smile! i went into uni so dame scared.. i was to find out if i was offered a place at their degree graphics course (central st martins art skool)..and.. I DID! i was so shocked they accepted me! i dont have that much faith in myself sumtyms! i jus cudnt beleive it!
how could ma day hav got any better....
then i saw him.. spent the day with him.. and i cudnt stop smiling! i had such a gud tym! he still feels lyk ma boo and sumtyms i feel lyk nothing changed!
4eva ma boo x

|Tuesday 24th February 04|
11:22am- spending tym wid him really made me realise that i miss him so much & wanted ta b wid him. As he holds me, lookin into his eyes makes me burst into tears. Being in his arms is the only place i wana be. i understand wot he sez coz my head is telin me the same ting but i cant not listen to my heart & feelings. I miss him so much! All I want is to be with him. There�s something telling me that I should let go because he is not right for me, but Im so scared of being alone dat I run back to the one that hurts me. I really like him. I don�t want to get hurt but yet I still let myself be hurt. I cry, cry and cry because although seeing him was good because I missed him� it�s made things harder on me and has made me even more confused.
boo, i cnt see into da future either so i dnt kno wots gna happen with us too.. all I can do is place my heart in the hands of fate and see where destiny takes us.
u will always b ma boo... i really, truly miss you x


|Saturday 14th February 04|
11:50pm- just got home from the restaurant... its my mumzie's 50th birthday so we went for a familly meal out. I never knew how hard id find 2day.. being alone on valentines day.. i really missed him 2day.. i still feel like im his babi-gal.. i duno y,i jus do! i know its the right thing to move on but i cant seem to.. i dnt fink im strong enuff. "It�s hard to tell your mind to stop liking someone when your heart still does".

My days are cold with out you... but im hurting while im with you...

|Friday 13th February 04|
10:52pm- Today been feeling confused... few stuff on ma mind... uni wrk getin on top of me.. ma assessment is monday! AHHH! but Iv bin feeling much better recently.. I�ve realised that Jon Jon�s right. We aren�t right together. we are two different people and I guess I was so insecure of being alone that I didn�t manage to see that when I was in the relationship. But now I�m out of it� looking back in I realise� its better this way. I hope we can still be friends because it wouldn�t be right to just leave things hanging. I think and believe that I�m going to be ok.
It�s taken me a while to see but I have now. My friends have really kept me strong recently and without them I don�t know how I would have got my head sorted. id like to show sum love to all those that helpd me up wen i fell > >
Tina: Thanks for the day out! It did alot!
Darwin: Fanks 4 helping me keep strong! Dem chts helpd alot
Bajade: Ur jus 2 safe! u never will understand how uv helpd me
Edgar: ur lyk ma star, i dnt c u but i kno ur der
Crystal: ur words helpd so much!
Jerrick: thank u so much 4takin da tym 2help me thru!
Phil: Fanks 4da catch up..it cheerd me up barez! missed dem chats!
My once baybee boo: simply..."thank you"

|Monday 9th February 04|
6:58pm- feel so alone... cant beleive its ended! i feel so hurt. Hurt in the fact he wasnt sr8 with me from the start. all i ever wanted was ta feel that lil bit special & the more i questioned him about it, the more he started to fink. Which makes me wonder... did i drive him away with my petty-ness?! im starting ta feel i dnt deserve ta be happy.. i dnt deserve ta feel specail. iv cryed so so much coz i really dont know what else to do... he was my baybee boo ....

..."it's drivin' me crazy
That you�re not here to hold me anymore.
How long must I cry
How long do I have to try
To make happiness my friend"






>>To The VIPs in my lyf

>JON JON aka DIEP|

i fort we were civle..
i fort we were friends..
i fort u cared..
i fort wrong!

[Nat & Diep 1*11*03]

>TINA| the other half of NATINA!
Sweetie, I kno that since we started Uni & wrkin we havnt been able to see eachother as much as b4 [which was like every day init.. eating TOAST! lol]. But u still re-main ta be ma bestest eva friend! The impact u made on me wen u came into my life is too great! No1 cud eva compare 2u! Iv neva had a friend lyk u.. u truly r one in a million! U never judge me, u never doubt me, u never hurt me, and u never fail to b there 4 me! Since i met u back in CoNEL ma confidence sored! I believe i needed sum1 who understood and knew me for who i am and not wot they heard for me to be TOTALY ma self, coz i fink that held me back.. knoing ppl were always judgin me.. but u made me see that u gota show dem dame beeyatches & dikkheads who U REALLY ARE!! [tina shouts "u go gal!"]..... u hav been there 4me since the day we met & got tyter and tyter as tym went by! uv helped me thru so much dat i truly duno how i wud of coped widout u! Iv learnt so much frm you, about stuff & about life in general. fank u so much 4 everyting uv dun 4 me! words cud never discribe how much i value u as a friend & how much i am thankfull u r there 4 me!! I LOVE U SO MUCH! miss u loads and loads! .........x~YOUR BEST 4EVA~x

>BAD MAN BAJADE| Wargwan Mark! I keep changing ur shout, mainly coz i think that our friendship keeps evolving. [sounds dumb i kno!] Anyway..
Da last tym i updated this.. was just afta we got bk 2 uni in jan so i fort id update it!
In a few weeks our CSM life 2geva will be ova! But i kno that we'd stay tyt! Ur 2 much of a true friend to let go. bajade (as i call ya).. U really are such a safe bre, ur a jokah.. u never fail ta make me laugh. ur also very talented! I have so much faith in you & i beleive dat ur so gna make it out there as sum kind of designer. ur like one of the few ppl in dat "stuck up skool" dat knos me SO SO well.. as in all my sides! I dont think u realise how much i value u as a friend, so im leting u kno now! i can totally be maself wid u & feel comfortable. i kno dat if i need sum1 at ridiculous'o'clock.. ud be there & we'd end up chtin till god knos wot tym! lol! But 4real tho.. Thank you for being you!.. u really make me smile :o)
Much Love "BEEEYATCH MUNCHKIN" aka "T.REX" > > LOL!

>DARWIN| i wana express how much i value u as a friend! thank you for bein a true and genuine freind 2meeh. u always remain to b there 4meeh wen i need u. i trust u so much with what ever i tell you which makes me smile knowin i have a friend lyk u. I can chat to u about anything & u always seem to know what im on about, & manage to help me thru. U realy keep me strong. When i feel like im goin ta fall.. ur there ta catch me! I kno iv found a friend for life with you...
[ps...KISTAKE... lol, u kno imma never let dat dwn!]

>MARC| my lil god bro, this past year & a half we have really goten tyt, and im so glad we have, U really do mean alot to me.fank u for giving me advise.. fank u 4 helpin me thru my tough tyms. Altho we dnt get 2c each-other all dat much, u always remain 2b der 4me. Love u, miss u xx-Ate Nat-xx

>GREG| This is much needed shout to Gregie Gregers! U have really bin there 4 me & i only realised recently how much! ur always there if i need sum1 & esp. recently wit wot im goin thru, u really helped by jus listening! I kno with wots happining wid me & jon its abit hard 4u, bein m8s wid both of us.. but u STILL remain to help me thru! Thank u! we actually aint know eachother for all that long but it dont seem lyk it init! i beleive the correct date is 6/9/03 @ nats debut! On sum HEAVY cotch! Knoin we both knew eachother! lol! since then i dont think a week's gone by without sum sort of comunication. I really value the friendship i have wid u bcoz its so strong. These so many private jokes between us dat id NEVR 4GET!.. such as.. J.Cole ! star jumps! National Gallery! Dame i kno theres more! lol

>SPORTS SOCCOR PPL|
i havnt bin there long, since dec 10th but i fort its about tym i gave a lil shout to all u lot. firstly to......

[Kate]<----Look its u! My little mermaid, aww dnt u look so prwetty?!! Kate, u lyk one my bestest mate @ wrk! we get on so well &i beleive iv found a friend 4 lyf! [Look at this stuff Isn't it neat? Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?] 4eva Mermaids!
[Amantha] in the such little tym iv goten to kno u, i think we've become really gud m8s! ur lyk one of ma bests now & i feel i can tell u anything coz u'l kno wot i mean & understand me. We have had some deep chats a few times & im gald u feel u can talk to me about them things. i have such a laugh wid u.. ur a nuttah.. Like meeh!!! imma miss u so much!
[Louise] My Lou-pee! its nata-pee! Over this summer we have relly goten close. i have such a laugh with u singing around the shop while "pole" dancing! hehehehhee
[Charissa].. ma ading! we long distint cousin's! PINA!!!! I MISS U!!!!!!
[Jon] Hey jonnerz! ur ma numba 1! (&im ur numba 2, afta kev init!) jus wana say dat I LUV U!! *big hug*
[Kevin] oi oi sexy luigi! now we got the misunderstandins out the way maybe we can get back to getin 2kno eachothr.
[Nicky]Wana mestion u up here 2 coz i got bare respect 4u
[Andy], u wanted a shout so now u got one, fankz 4 taking me & amantha paintballing...it was so dame wicked!
More to come so dont worry.. i dont kno any other sports soccor ppl that go on my page so thats y u aint got a shout! hehehe, let me kno if u pass thru here.
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Andy wants more than a shout.. he wants to be worshiped...so here u go..
"ANDY IS THE GREAT"



>>Fotos Ob Family & Friends! --> wow look - they colour fotos now!

>>Wnna see more fotos? Click here

shouts also out to > > >
>Phil| one word for u ---> lipstick!.. Nuff sed! *nat laughs*
>Coco| Jus wanted 2show u sum love! Gna miss u afta CSM!
>Christina|My Multimeda Galie!
>Edgar| words just cant discribe u!i love u!
>Crystal| Fank u so much 4 keepin me strong recently
>Deb| fank u 4 bck den wen i felt alone &really needed sum1 by my side.4eva gr8ful!
>Arteh| im soree if i eva hurt u in any way. x
>Silas| dame boi aint seen ya in tym!
>Mo| always ma ommie, my star!
>Hazel| Ading Ug! lol
>Rondale| u make me smile weneva im low coz u make me c im priceless! fank u xx
>Melissa| always ya ate' baybee
>Celsa| ma fav lil cousin always!
>Ace| we gota link up soon yah!
>Guzen| Guzzy baybee
>Rheillyn| u make me laugh too much
>Luchie| u lil cutie *aww pinches cheeks*

not forgeting > > >
Tim, Jason, Chris A, Mo, Silas, Leo, ify, Chris C, Thomas Ezra, Roberto, James S, Daniel, Natalie A, Kat, Roy, Crystal, Tez, Anna Vu, Blessing, Kerry Michael Le, Brandon, Paul, Michael, Chun, Michelle and Michael Lantin, Krystal, RayDaniel, Chez, Jigz, Ian B, Camilla, RayJ, Oli, Elliot, Farbod, Mario, Paolo Maria B, Rohan, Coco, Adam, Mark, Christina and all at CSM!



Below is "Mark's lil section".. BATLOW - garment customisation. i fort id show u all how nang dis boi is with a small selection of his work! if u want to see or know more click here or call the "batphone" (lol) on 07956919161.



im am the fonz. i am a spray painting, spiky haired cracked head, with green blood, red-eyes and a permanent zootage in my right hand.
-Bajade-








Trademark & Copyright Notice: � copyright 2004. All rights belong to Mark Bajade

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"Teenage years, the best of" is a group on msn set up by Luchie. click here to visit the group





>>Other Links

click > |joanna's site| [manga creations]
click > |mark bajade's site!| [custom graffiti garms]
click > |Tina's Page| [Tina's Xanga site]
click > |Kate's Page| [Kate's face-pic page]
click > |Teenage Years, The Best of| [a group on msn]
click > |my G-spot| [gimme a tickle by leavin a message]



>>Many Kisses Buh Bye


aww wel this is the end of ma page..well come back soon coz im always up dating it.. but b4 u go dont forget to sign ma my Guestbook so i kno uv been here!
take care,Many Kisses
much love as always
xNATTIEx



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