I'm exhausted,
I'm so tired of existing,
of surviving just to decide
which bill to pay.

Of waking up, shower and
going to work, and at
work to try to satisfy all
of those unsatisfying people.

Of coming back home and
eat, defecate, sleep, wake up
to repeat the same cycle over and over.

I'm' exhausted of pretending that
I don't like you, that I don't desire you.
I hate the fact that we cannot be together
of trying to be your friend when
I want to be your lover.

So wearied of stealing glances
in the locker room.
of inviting you for a drink with all those other

people, when I want to take you for dinner and

eat you on my bed.

I'm so tired, exhausted of complying with
all this artificial laws forbidding me from
courting you 'cause I'm a man and you're
a man.
even though I want you.
even though I want you to have my passion, I

 want you to have my sex and a

glimpse to my love and tenderness.
I am so tired, exhausted of saying
Hi .......! and try to pretend I want to be your

friend instead of your LOVER.