| Judge: | Welcome! I understand you lived a full Jewish life in the world you just left. |
| Yisroel: | Yes, sir. |
| Judge: | You set aside time for Torah learning? |
| Yisroel: | Every day. |
| Judge: | You were faithful in your business dealings? |
| Yisroel: | Perfectly. |
| Judge: | Did you anticipate salvation? |
| Yisroel: | Absolutely. |
| Judge: | How? |
| Yisroel: | I believed each day that the Mashiach would come to end the golus and bring the geula. |
| Judge: | Where was it that you lived? |
| Yisroel: | (proudly) Monsey. |
| Judge: | Where is that? |
| Yisroel: | (surprised) New York State. |
| Judge: | What land is that in? |
| Yisroel: | (confused) Land? |
| Judge: | The land of which nation? |
| Yisroel: | (uneasy) W-well... America. |
| Judge: | I see. (pause) Why didn't you live in the Land of Israel? |
| Yisroel: | (slightly alarmed) I don't know; so many problems there and everything.... |
| Judge: | Did you never learn that a full Jewish life is possible only in the Land of Israel? |
| Yisroel: | (nervous) Well, I learned it theoretically. But so many frum people, great rabbanim and everybody, were living in America.... I figured it wasn't something we had to do now. |
| Judge: | Who? |
| Yisroel: | Huh? |
| Judge: | Who were the great rabbis you used as your models for this? |
| Yisroel: | (shaky) Well, there's Rabbi -, and Rav ..... |
| Judge: | Did you ever talk to them about it? |
| Yisroel: | About... ? |
| Judge: | About why they didn't live in the Land of Israel, but remained in a land of exile. |
| Yisroel: | (squirming) Not really. I guess they have their reasons. Leaders can't just abandon their followers. |
| Judge: | How many followers did you have? |
| Yisroel: | (uncomfortable) Well, a few... I've given some shiurim, and... |
| Judge: | And? |
| Yisroel: | (panicky) And I had some influence on... |
| Judge: | Yes? |
| Yisroel: | (defensive) Well, I was doing a lot of learning, and doing a lot of good things, and giving a lot of charity, and who knows if I could have done all those things in Eretz Yisroel? |
| Judge: | Did you consult with a rav to determine the validity of your calculations? |
| Yisroel: | (hesitant) I... I don't remember ever asking one, no.... But, (hopeful) what could they say to me if they are all there? |
| Judge: | You mean like Rav -, leader of thousands of Yidin? |
| Yisroel: | (uncertain) Yes. |
| Judge: | You tried to learn from his example? |
| Yisroel: | (smiling) Exactly. |
| Judge: | Did you emulate him in other areas as well? |
| Yisroel: | (on his guard) W-well, yes, sure. |
| Judge: | Learning, teaching, piety, character, holiness? |
| Yisroel: | W-well... |
| Judge: | Did you learn as many hours, teach as many students, perfect your character as stringently as he did? |
| Yisroel: | Well, of course not. |
| Judge: | Did you adopt all his chumros? |
| Yisroel: | (ruefully) Hardly. |
| Judge: | But this exemption you embraced without question? |
| Yisroel: | Exemption? |
| Judge: | Exempting yourself from the mitzva of living in the Land of Israel. |
| Yisroel | shrugs. |
| Judge: | The mitzva equivalent to all the others.... |
| Yisroel | is silent. |
| Judge: | The mitzva which brings the whole Torah home.... |
| Yisroel | bows his head. |
| Judge: | A pity. Others would have followed you, learned from your example. |
| Yisroel | puts his head in his hands. |
| Judge: | You could have made a difference. |
| Yisroel | lowers his head to his knees. |
| Judge: | The whole situation in the Land of Israel might have been affected. |
| Yisroel's | shoulders begin to shake. |
| Judge: | The geula might have come by now. |
| Yisroel | is in tears. |
| Chaim Aaronson
Adopted from To dwell in the Pallace by Tzvia Ehrlich-Klein (ed.), Feldheim Publishers; Yerushalayim, 1991. |
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