Perpetual Goodbye

Taken to another place,
another time
Following a trail of
bitter memories
in a handful
of pills that led
to the bottom of
this bottle rabbit hole.

Nothing is what it seems here.
(And it never will be)

Offer up your
best request.

Will it make feel
I'm something less
than what you made me
that once could fly?

Or is it simply
your synonym
for closure,
your perpetual goodbye?