Numb

it's all dead now.
A hollow shell,
with nothing left inside.
Lost too much of myself
back there somewhere.
Violated.
Raped by my own insecurities
. . . these fucking wings,
torn and useless.
How I used to soar.
Today,
from now on,
Buried alive.
Self-inflicted
tracts
that wanted to feel.
So numb.
Closed and lost
to everyone.
Don't reach for me,
I won't be there to reach back.
Not now,
Not ever.
So Numb.

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