A page to share with you my thoughts, feelings and pictures.
I hope you like it.
Not long ago I didn't look even near to what you see, but as learn how to live with myself, in within and accept who I truly am, providing me forgiveness and entitling joy to be a part of me, I'll improve not only to become a good woman, but a better person as growth comes.
Thank you for accepting, supporting and embracing my true core.
Many, many years ago I did something that I was ashamed for. Not understanding where it came from, nor having anyone to talk to about it, I blocked out those memories, I continued life as it was "supposed" to be. I succeeded and lived to endeavor what any guy would do and accomplished what I suppose to accomplish. There was a little problem... Isis wasn't quite included into all this, until one day my old desire came back (often and more often) and I allowed me a little bit of it... but many years later and I suffered from doing it again (guilt and shame) and bounced back and forth for years until... one day... I had enough with "depending on other's acceptance or approval" and started doing things in life, but this time for me! What a selfish person I was becoming after I've given the first half of my life to deliver to others, family, wife, daughters, profession, peers, friends, society, etc. and now what ever time is left, I dedicate my efforts to myself. To the whole me!
I've never been happier in my life and I will always wonder... if I am this happy now? how could those years before be? Could I be more productive, nurturing, giving and overall perform much better?. Oh, well! Damn guilt and shame got me! and there must be a powerful reason for it. Yeah! To take action!
I don't truly know it for sure, but what I know is that what I can do now, is to help others to avoid waiting forever to entitle themselves to be who they want to be, as they are and of course, to be happy. Guilt free, shame free.
I hope by joining other courageous pioneer TGs, I can pitch in to change the lack of acceptance, the judgment, the ostracizing and stigmas that not only the crossgender &, gay people suffer today, but many others that are still in the shadow of hiding.
For as long as there is respect for life and other's, there is no reason to stop people from letting them to fulfill their role in life and find opportunities through life. After all, we all benefit from productive and happy people that put respectfully themselves to the service of others.
So this is my reason to be here today. I am within myself and I enjoy life as much as there is....
I could rightly say: "I am working towards my freedom".
Welcome to my home page!
Isis Win