My swollen heart, my thoughts aloud
Divinity has loast its bounds
My strength at peak, my mind is creased
From the drained lies he says, I write
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Searching through my life
i fall backwards into translucent lies
Even if there's arms to support
Me from delusional awares
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Dear diary
The voices scream at me
Until my blood bleeds ice and until my yield is thirsty
But now that I'm drowning, he simpers deep within
Crushing me, doubting me
Releasing me with despise
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The prey, the stars; the fall tonight
They slowly blow in flames with I
His timings bad , my smile runs out
Say goodnight, don't say goodbye
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Dear diary
The voices scream at me
Until my blood bleeds ice and until my yield is thirsty
but now that I'm drowning, he simpers deep within
Condensing me with lost hope
Oh, oh, oh, oh
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I stop, I praise to comfort him (oh why?)
Even if I know he's leading me on, I still
i surrender to be called his own (oh why?)
But right now, I'm blown away
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He laughs when I cry
Smashes me, he don't care
Oh my thoughts, oh
Oh why?