| Thoughts & Opinions |
| 3/1/2005 9:00 AM I don't think I've ever added a thought or opinion at an exact hour before, cool. *chuckles* Yes, I know I'm easil amused. Anyway on to the thoughts and opinons. I've come to the conclusion that any tiny glimmer of talent or creativity I had was just a farse. I mean, I just to creat all the time; I made jewelry, wrote poetry, played music. Now, what do I do? Nothing. Its not that I don't want to, I've tried. Somewhere all my creativity drained out of me. I look at my writing implements and draw a blank, not even an idea springs to mind. And the jewelry? Forget about it, I haven't made a piece that I thought was good for over a year, maybe even two. Don't even try and get me started on my music, I've come to the conclusion that all my life I was just kidding myself. Its gotten to where I don't even like to play anymore which is really hard for me to except. Music was my life, now I have nothing. I'm just a useless talentless hack, plain and simple. My friend Matt tried to tell me that I was just a jack of all trades, but that's a bunch of bull. Sure, I can do a lot of things, but who cares. I've lost my life's passion. Its pathetic. Denny wants my to start making dream catchers and jewelry again, so he can start up a business, but what's the use? None of my stuff would sell. Not anymore anyway. |
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