FAITH
I tried to say, but no one would anyway understand me. They
all think that i don't really feel so alone. But it's true, I feel alone in
this world where i can't find my confort.
I have been lost one part of myself long time ago, and keep loosing
it when i make some new mistake...I don't want to be like some pathetic person,
who's doing everything wrong, and ending up having nothing...
Maybe I've gone over the line this past days, buy
mistrusting you, or having doubt in you...
I don't want to do this, go over some things that i didn't
wanted to start in first place...
I'm sayin that if i do make some mistakes, it's just out of
my insecurity of everything, and for that if i ever do something wrong, i want
to know...
I've had a lot of people in my life, but not of those have
proven to be right ones, I've made one more mistake, by trusting too much, and
not trusting enough. And now, everything comes down to trust, because it's the
most important thing that two people can share. I could never trust anyone, but
i always seem to trust the one persons that i didn't see as real, but in the
time, you become real to me, and i did to you as i did to everybody...i tried
to back off, i tried to keep my distance, but you brook me. Now, everything i
see is not as i thought. You stayed, and I betrayed you. Maybe in a time, i
will learn to trust people like i used to know, but with you, i know i can do
it...Because of you i remained strong, and now, as real you can be, so i could,
once again, have faith…
For I lost so much, I don't want to loose one more thing -
you...
Fallen
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