Just a small story
14 April 2007
To mark my 4th year of blogging this April 2007, I'll (hopefully) improve my virtual world.
This is the second version of my tripod site, bridging to my other webspaces and some links to useful web resources that I also use.
I love to blog. I am one of the guilty ones who get to use their blogs to express words not heard, feelings not shared, dreams yet to be fulfilled, personal experiences,and to express the my side not known to many people. Do you have one? ||
They say I'm too quiet. I don't make myself felt by other people. It's probably true but I'm not hiding my personality from anyone. What you see is what you get. YES sometimes I get too shy to speak up. When I'm not sure of something, I tend not to do any action (because I'm afraid of making mistakes). But I do want to change. And in the few times I get to stand up confidently, I am proud.||
I'm also not much of a sharer because honestly, I dont know if my story interests other people. And besides listening to other peoples stories is much more interesting than mine. My blog holds and HIDES my stories. It's also my channel to think, rethink, and rethink again.||
I write because my mouth remains closed inspit of my mind talking all the time. I write because I want to be heard -- I want to hear myself now and for the people close to me to hear the same when the time is right (when I'll finally wear my invisblve wings). ||
stoned @ 11:00pm
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Z.E.D.K.A
IV2. Finally reborn. Story retold.
To mark my 4th year of blogging this April 2007, I'll (hopefully) improve my virtual world.
This is the second version of my tripod site, bridging to my other webspaces and some links to useful web resources that I also use.
I love to blog. I am one of the guilty ones who get to use their blogs to express words not heard, feelings not shared, dreams yet to be fulfilled, personal experiences,and to express the my side not known to many people. Do you have one? ||
They say I'm too quiet. I don't make myself felt by other people. It's probably true but I'm not hiding my personality from anyone. What you see is what you get. YES sometimes I get too shy to speak up. When I'm not sure of something, I tend not to do any action (because I'm afraid of making mistakes). But I do want to change. And in the few times I get to stand up confidently, I am proud.||
I'm also not much of a sharer because honestly, I dont know if my story interests other people. And besides, listening to another perosn's stories is much more interesting than mine. My blog holds and HIDES my stories. It's also my channel to think, rethink, and rethink again.||
I write because my mouth remains closed inspit of my mind talking all the time. I write because I want to be heard -- I want to hear myself now and for the people close to me to hear the same when the time is right (when I'll finally wear my invisblve wings). ||
WELCOME
EXCEPT the heaven had come so near
So seemed to choose my door
The distance would not haunt me so
I had not hoped before.
But just to hear the grace depart
I never thought to see
Afflicts me with a double loss
'T is lost, and lost to me.