If anyone was wondering why Inu-yasha was acting like he was in the last one it was because I wanted to have him act like he’s been through a traumatic experience. (Kagome just died how else is he going to act, traumatized of course!) I don’t own Inu-yasha or anything in it (I forgot that in the first one) please review.
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(Inu-yasha)
“I remember now…,” I said looking at my confused brother.
“Remember what?” He asked me shifting positions.
“A long time ago, when I was younger, before I left. I was alone in my bedchambers. Then, then you came into the room. We fought. I don’t remember why but we did…I hit you. You grabbed me, and kissed me…I tried to get away but you kept doing it. The more you did it the more I liked it…it’s odd, and you’re my brother. But it was nice. My mother was coming down the hallway while I was pinned to the ground, and, and…”
“I took you quickly and left the room. You human mother could not smell sex in a room, so my secret was safe.” He finished for me getting up.
I clung onto my legs. Remembering all these vivid memories. Nights of passion, love, tenderness…what made him hate me so? It’s like I could feel his true emotions through those nights. Did I mess up during those times? Maybe I was just a toy… No, no I couldn’t have been, he wouldn’t have saved me then, right? My mind was in a bur. Maybe it was mostly because of the lovemaking we just did and was tired.
“Sesshoumaru…what did I…”
“After that one instant we kept doing it. It had to have been kept from your mother and our father of course. We came close to getting caught a couple of times. One night Father went out for business in the Southern lands, so we met up in my room. After a couple of hours…”
I blushed at that. Hours? How large was his sex drive? He saw me blush, great. Now he’s going to laugh at me. He didn’t comment on it, only smirked.
“ We stopped for a while…and started talking.”
That’s right. We never talked, just sex. Usually afterwards I would just fall asleep, or I’d leave for my room. One time, I can remember, I pretended to fall asleep. Just to see what Sesshoumaru would do. Call me paranoid, but with Youkai’s it’s not easy to trust they’re partners. Partners in the Youkai world are not known for they’re kindness and love. Just for good sex, not trust. Most partners cheat with other Youkai, or humans. Sometimes even kill they’re partners for territory, or power.
That’s what happened to Sesshoumaru’s mother. She mated with our father, and gave birth to Sesshoumaru. When she was raising him she tried to train him to hate our father, but he caught on quickly, and killed her. Afterwards he met my mother, and truly fell in love. That’s odd for a Youkai, love is usually not a quality they have. Love is considered a weakness in the Youkai world, so we are not taught it.
When they found out he had a human mate they looked down at the love that he had for her. After he died, they all went after my mother, but she somehow made it out. I never saw her again, but I know she died. It’s been at lest 50 years…I watched him with my eye’s half-open. What he did surprised me; he was stroking my hair and whispering something. I could barley hear it but I’m sure he said it. He had said those words. I snapped back into reality when he started again.
“I’m not going through the whole conversation, but around the end you vowed to be a full Youkai.” I could hear him mutter out.
I wanted to be full Youkai, for power? I wanted to match my brother in power? Did, I want to do that? I I don’t remember…Why can’t I remember? I frowned to myself. Sesshoumaru watched me. Was he making fun of me for me being a Haynou? That was probably it. I felt anger rise in me. How dare he. Do this to me, make me feel this way when I was just some kind of tool…I felt sad. Nobody cares…I’m all alone. Kagome, why did you leave me…You said you wouldn’t leave me alone…Now your gone, and I am alone…I felt like I was empty inside, a giant hole was in my heart. I won’t cry I won’t cry…I felt Sesshoumaru’s hand trace my cheek gently. Then his hand moved away and there was something wet on his fingers. I touched my cheek, and felt wetness there. I was crying. I hunched over and tried to hold in my tears.
“ Damn…”
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(Sesshoumaru)
I left him there. I really didn’t know what to do with tears. So I just left him alone. Did he know why I acted like I did to him in the future? Most likely not. He probably thought I told him I hated him. That’s better then. It’s better letting him think that rather then what I really said. I came out to the court yard and saw Rin there playing with Jaken, or more likely Rin running around Jaken and Jaken falling over. I showed no amusement as she giggled. She saw me and waved, I nodded my head in repose.
I could easily kill them right now. I could walk up to Rin, wrap my fingers around her little neck and squeeze the life out of her. I would never do that. She’s my pup. I would never kill my pup. Jaken I really don’t know. I still don’t know why I keep him alive. Maybe I’m growing soft. No, I’ve been soft, it makes me weak. I curse my father for giving me this weakness, caring for humans, or should I saw weak things.
I felt Inu-yasha come closer to me. He probably wants to finish what we were talking about earlier. I turned around and saw him standing there, with out the top of his kimono put on. He was looking at me shyly, not saying anything. I could see a faint blush across his face. Odd, he looks cute. That’s not something I usually say I am getting weak. He lifted his head up and started to speak, but stopped. Then started walking to me. He stopped about a couple inches in front of me and looked me straight in the eye.
“I…I don’t want to know why I wanted to be a full Youkai.” He said somehow finally deciding.
I said nothing, just watched him. He moved a little closer until he had his head pressed against my chest. I let him do that. He said nothing and put his arms on mine. Again I let him do that, I looked over a Jaken and he glared at my brother. I gave him a death glare and he shrank back to Rin. I am weak.
I watched outside my window. I requested Inu-yasha to come to my room, he knows what I want. I let him play with Rin for a while. He had a fox Youkai in his group before they died. I guess she made him think of the Youkai. She started calling him “Nii-chan”. I asked her why, and she told me that because he was my brother he was hers. Inu-yasha was not him-self. Hanyou’s they’re just like humans. After the killing of his wench he lost all hope apparently. The same thing happened to his mother.
After our father died she was a wreck. I could care less, she was a pathetic human, but I could tell it tore Inu-yasha apart. After a while she just left. Inu-yasha went to look for her, but what he didn’t know is that she killed her-self. I know, I hid the body, and the smell. Why did I care enough to keep his sanity. Maybe it was because so I could steal Tetseiga with some satisfaction of him knowing he lost it. Maybe it was because of that night…I listened and heard him down the hall.
He opened the door slowly and let himself in. I looked at him. He wore a new kimono, a lighter red then what he usually wears, a lose silk material that opened up in the front so I could see part of his smooth chest, the kimono had small designs all over it in random place. He shyly looked at me. I motioned for him to come to me and he stood in front of me. I grabbed his hand and brought him down on my lap. I started patting his hair, his hair is so long and smooth…I could do this for hours. He curled up in my arms, hugging himself. I moved my fingers from his hair to his chest ,and began to reach into his kimono. I could feel him gasp as my fingers traveled on his chest. His skin was like silk, like his kimono. Maybe it was a human trait. Silken skin. I let my hands travel up and down on his chest. Feeling all the bumps and muscles on his abdomen. I traced the lines of his rib cage until I got to his nipples.
“Sesshoumaru!” He gasped out.
He started gasping out as my fingers touched his nipples. Tonight, my brother will last. It’ll last much longer then earlier. I flicked them a little bit, just to see how he’d react. I smiled to see him pull his head back. I could feel his hair press against my face as I continued to flick his nipples. I want more out of him, I reach my head over his shoulder and lightly lick them. He shuddered under my lick. He’s so responsive, I have to say I like it very much. If some other Youkai found him like this, they’d take him in no time. I erase these thoughts out of my head as I continued pleasuring my brother.
I let my tongue room around the nipple, gently flicking it every so often. He moaned under my touch, begging me to do more, to please him, to suck him dry. Not yet dear Inu-yasha, not until I’m done. I will leave you dry after this. I put my whole mouth over the tiny nipple and began to suck at it. Slowly sucking at it like a baby, careful not to cut them off with my fangs. I had heard horrid stories of Youkai’s who rip off the breast of their mates. Most of the time they end up dying after that. I won’t do that to him. I stopped and looked at it, red, after my tormenting to it. I turned him around and pushed him on the ground. I watched his flushed face, dull looking eyes, but a large smile on his face. He was loving every moment. Good, I want him to love this. I want him to get addicted to this, I want him to beg for more. I undid the rest of his kimono, there, now was naked. I like him better this way. His soft silky skin shown in the moonlight. Lovely…I wanted him more. I let my tongue run all over his body. I could see my saliva where my tongue was, down his chest. I could feel his shiver and moan as I licked his abdomen. I made my way to his navel and lick small circles around it. Dipping it in and out of the small hole.
“Uh…Sesshoumaru, please!” He begged.
“Please what?” I asked seductively, making my down to his groin.
“Oh god please! Please fuck me!” He screamed out.
Oh I will, but not now dear brother. I must torture you some more. My tongue finally reached the base of his groin. I began to slow lick my way up, savoring his taste. Savoring the way he moaned loader and loader as I reached the tip. As I made my way higher I began to pump in the area’s my tongue couldn’t reach. I reached the tip, he watched me anticipating. I could see the pre-cum glistening off the tip. I took my finger and gently touched it. Letting it stick to my two fingers. I leaned forward and let my tongue run across it.
When I got a large groan out of him I put my whole mouth on it. I could see his mind was shutting out from the pleasure he was receiving. I could feel him absently pumping into my mouth, to get more pleasure. I began to suck harder and faster, as he pumped me faster. I was losing control, if I don’t stop now I’ll end up spilling before him. I couldn’t do that, I in control here. I left him unsatisfied and stopped. He looked at me eye’s pleading. I took his legs and swung them over my shoulders, to get in a good position.
He hasn’t done this in a long while, he’s probably tightened up by now. The thought of my groin in his tight hole made me even harder. I looked him straight in the eyes. His eyes were hazed over, as if he didn’t know what was going on. Sad, the death on his wench took his soul away. Suddenly I felt empty, as if this wasn’t worth it. He want’s his wench. I’m just there to fill in for now. I can’t express my emotions like her, but since I’m here, making-love to him now, he’ll take it. I smiled to myself. I’m just a small blanket to cover that huge hole the wench made. Sad, but I will finish it, if I must. With one quick thrust I was inside.
“It…It hurts!” He stuttered grabbing my arms.
“It will only hurt for a while, it’ll go away…” I said as I began thrusting slowly.
I could see him hold in grunts of pain, but after a few more thrusts he got used to it, and began thrusting too. So brother, you’re in such a state where you’ll talk any sort of affection, even from me? It’s too bad you don’t remember what I said so long ago, It’s too bad you don’t remember why you wanted to be a full Youkai. I gave a few more thrusts, and that was I it for him.
He spilled himself all over my stomach. After that he just fell onto the ground. I wasn’t quite done yet, I gave him some thrusts and I spilled my seed all inside of him. I held myself on my hands for a few moments then collapsed on his stomach. We were breathing hard, I listened to the beating of his heart. Asleep, you fell asleep so fast brother? I got up on my arms and leaned into his face. There was the beautiful face of my sleeping brother, I touched his cheek gently. Maybe, after you’re grief, and you become you’re self again. Just maybe I can see this face, maybe…
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(Inu-yasha)
I awoke to be staring into bright sunlight. I covered my eyes, and looked around the room. I was in Sesshoumaru’s room, naked, under a blanket. I looked at the door to see Rin. She smiled at me.
“Morning Nii-chan!” She greeted me cheerfully.
“Hello.”
“Sesshoumaru-sama wanted up with him to go out!” She said and thought to herself. “But first Nii-chan needs food.”
She ran off, leaving me alone to get dressed. I looked to where my kimono was laying. I the arm was slightly torn, probably from last night. I still slipped it on anyway. I walked down the hall to bump into Rin. She grabbed my hand and pulled me to the kitchen. There she made me eat a full three-course meal. She was just so cheerful, like Kagome. Kind of like a mini Kagome. Rin don’t meet a guy like me. It will just ruin your life. But if you do, let me meet him. So he won’t make the same mistake I did. She sat by me and watched me eat.
“Nii-chan?”
“Yes?”
“…Where’s the pretty girl you’re always with.?”
I dropped my bowl on the ground. She gasped and apologized to me. She cleaned up the food I dropped. I made no move to help her. I sat there watching her. She looked at me with sad eyes.
“It’s not you’re fault I dropped my food,” I said.
She just kept looking at me. She went up and hugged me. I felt the warmth from her body, I hugged her back. She let go of me too soon.
“Sesshoumaru-sama want’s you. He’s out in the woods.”
I nodded at her and left for the courtyard. There standing by Rin’s Sakura field. I watched as his hair flew with the wind and the Sakura petals. He turned slowly and looked at me.
“Today we hunt.”
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one more chapter then this is done! I was only going to make this 2 chapter but I’m tired, and it’s 2 am now…please review (this is the longest lemon I’ve ever written. Then again it’s only my second….) please review!