Alright chapter three! I’m moving along with these chapters ^_____^ maybe I’ll be able to finish my Kikyo story sometime soon… (Maybe ^^() ) ANYWAY! Getting back on track! Ok, serious now. This chapter will be darker, this no happy chapter. Not at all. (Right…I think you get the point now…) Right…
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(Inu-yasha)
I growled and spit at him. He glared at me and wiped it away. He leaned in close to my face again, only this time licking my cheek.
“You’ll regret that…”
His hands grabbed my face roughly and forced it to look at him. He licked around my cheek and came to my lips. He licked my lips and tried to force his tongue inside. I opened my mouth and bit his tongue quickly. He brought himself back and growled, I smirked. He growled and slammed down on my shoulders.
“I wouldn’t try that again…” he growled and forced my kimono open.
I began to kick and struggle, he grinned and bit on my shoulder. I cried out tried to struggle. He bit harder and started the blood flow. He moved back a bit and licked the blood of my shoulder. He traced the blood down to my chest. I felt some of it dry on my chest. I felt myself shiver and shake under him.
“Yes Inu-yasha, do you feel that? It’s your fear…let your fear control you, let it consume you…” he whispered into my ear.
I felt him lick my ear. No…he can’t do that…he can’t; only one person can…not you. He licked his way to my cheek and bit on my cheek. I yelled out and as I felt the blood run down my cheek. His eyes glowed as he licked up that blood. He didn’t lick it up, no. He used his tongue to spread it all over my face. I sputtered and coughed as he forced some in my mouth.
“N-No…Stop!” I screamed.
His grin grew wider. He licked the blood off his lips. He bent down and placed gentle kisses on my abdomen. My eyes grew wide as I tried to get away. But I can’t deny it. It did feel good. No it can’t feel good! It’s not allowed to feel good…I could feel something wet on my cheeks, great I was bleeding again. He looked up and me and licked my cheeks again.
“You’re crying…interesting…” he said in a low tone.
What? I was crying...Great due to my humanness I was getting to emotional. I can’t get emotional. But, but I can’t help it…the way he’s touching me. I feel…wrong.
He ripped opened my pants, and tossed them aside. That same stupid grin was still on his face. He grinded his hips into mine. I gasped out and tried to punch him with my hand. He caught it quickly and threw it above my head.
“Don’t need you moving around too much.” He said.
He ripped some of my kimono into shreds and tied my arms above me. He smirked and gagged me with another. He kissed my ear.
“With those tears down you’re face you look like a maiden.” He said whispering in my ear. “It’s lovely…”
I shook my head and tried to scream again. Maybe someone will hear me this time. But I couldn’t make a sound with the gag. I felt helpless, I can’t do anything…
He forced my legs apart and positioned himself between my legs. His hand wandered down my chest to my manhood. He touched it lightly and I arched my back. He chuckled.
“You’re so responsive, no wonder you’re brother fucks you,” he said.
My eyes widened, I shook my head. He laughed and grabbed my manhood.
“Oh you don’t think I know? I see the way he looks at you, with those sad loving eyes. And I saw you two, before you transformed.”
He leaned in close to my face. His hand yanked on my manhood. I screamed through the gag, he laughed again.
“You shouldn’t have looked my way,” he said.
His hand began to work up and down my manhood, forcing me to cry out over and over again. He laughed at my cries, my pleas, and my broken body. He reached over and bit on my chest. Blood began to come out. He ran his finger through it, making small designs on my chest.
I could feel my body being to weaken. I was loosing a lot of blood. He never let the wounds he made clot, he just kept letting them bled.
He reached for his pants and pulled them down. My eyes went wide at the size of his manhood. Youkai’s were supposed to be big, but I don’t think he could fit in me. He laughed and positioned himself.
“I’ll fit, I’ll just have to shove in real hard!” he said and quickly thrust into me.
I let out a silent scream through the gag. My back arched and I felt more tears fall down my face. He rubbed his face against mine and re-opened the cut on my cheek. He let the blood run down my face and he licked it again.
“You’re so tight…I can’t wait any longer…”
He thrust into me hard. My body went limp in his arms and I lost the will to struggle. I can’t move at all. He nuzzled my neck and whispered in my ear.
“Yes Inu-yasha. Give yourself to me, become fully submissive…”
He kept pounding into me over and over. I just wanted him to stop. I wanted this pain to end. Never ever when Sesshoumaru and I made love had I ever felt such pain. He just kept pounding harder and harder. He grabbed my manhood and yanked on it hard. He pumped it over and over again. His thrusting began to get slower. I thought he was stopping but he just went harder. He licked his way around the cut on my face.
I screamed one more time into the gag before he released inside of me. He panted and pulled himself out. I lay there and just cried. My body was just so dirty, there was nothing right about it now.
He reached under my legs and began to lick the blood under my legs. When he finished he forced me to taste my blood and ran his tongue around my mouth. He pulled away from my lips and whipped the blood from my lips. I felt him run his claw down between my pecks and create a large cut. He dipped his finger in the blood and licked it. He began to swirl the blood on my chest. He was writing something, but I can’t tell.
Every thing was getting dark, I was blacking out because of the blood loss. He pulled off the gag, and smirked at me.
“Lovely…” he said.
I let out a chocked sob, I can’t see anymore… it doesn’t matter; I don’t want Sesshoumaru to find me like this.
“You’re brother will be furious to see you like this…He’ll never want you again,” he paused to lick my eyelids. “What will you do then?”
I felt tears fall down my cheeks. Soft sobs raked my body. He will never have me again. Not after this. He touched me and now I was dirty. I should die. I began to cough up some blood. He chuckled.
“I’m done with you whore,” he said and left me there.
My body began to shake; I was still bound by my hands. I tired to move a little bit but I felt pain shoot through my wrists and I stopped. I brought my legs up to my chest; please don’t let him find me. Please don’t let him find me like this. I don’t want Sesshoumaru to see me now…
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(Sesshoumaru)
I paced the hall of the mansion. How dare he, how dare he look away from me like that. He looked at the lord, but why? Why did he look at him? I closed my eyes and leaned against the wall. I ran my fingers through my hair, feeling the long strains run through my fingers.
I can remember his face when he looked back at me. His eyes were wide in surprise. He did not think I caught him looking at the lord but I did. But what he said before I pushed him away he wanted to tell me something.
‘Sesshoumaru he sa-‘
I shook my head. What did he want to tell me? Maybe I shouldn’t have pushed him away. No, the great lord Sesshoumaru does not regret anything he’s done. Nothing at all. Then why can’t I get him out of my mind? He’s my brother; I shouldn’t be thinking these things much less having sex with him.
But I like seeing the look on his face when I come back from a long journey. He’s excited to see me, almost like he cares. Some where inside of me I like that feeling of him waiting for me anxiously. Getting excited when I come home. Not just that. They way I catch him looking at me or his smile that I knew was for me. Why does all this mean so much to me?
I pushed away form the wall and made my way to his mother’s garden. I don’t know why I wanted to go there but I did. Every step I took I could see his face in my mind. Him smiling, laughing, pouting, frowning. He was everywhere. Lost in thought I bumped into something.
I looked down and noticed his mother. She was lying on the ground holding a flower out before her. She began to giggle and twirl the flower around in her hand. She held it above her head and began to hum softly. She looked up at me and giggled.
“Look at the pretty flower, its pretty!” she said and held it to me.
I looked at her without talking but she laughed. She grabbed on to the bottom of my pants and tugged on them a bit.
“Tired, I want bed,” she said and yawned loudly.
I sighed but picked her up. If she wasn’t Inu-yasha’s mother I would just ignore her. I swore inwardly. Now I’m being nice to his mother. What are you making me do brother? I hate this. I don’t want to be kind. But I keep hearing your voice in my head.
‘I love you…’
I gritted my teeth together. I really wish she’d stop squirming around. It’s annoying. I really don’t think we can keep her around like this. She is like a child now. Inu-yasha will never be able to take care of her. He can barely take care of himself sometimes. Plus I am the new lord of the western lands. I can’t have a human woman around.
I stopped and put down the woman. A thought came to me. I am the new lord now. That means that I decide my brother’s fate. He’s literally mine now. A lord ahs two choices for decided his brother’s fate. He could have him killed with out a second thought. He could divide the land between the two, but most lords didn’t do that. There’s a third option. I could keep him. I could hide him away from the world and keep him to myself. He’ll be there waiting for me when I come back from journeys. With that same smile.
I picked up the woman again and headed by her room. His room was next to hers. I walked by his door and stopped. No, I was not going to go in his room. I started to walk away, but then stopped again. No I said I wasn’t going to go in his room. I dropped off his mother in her room and closed the door. I walked by his room again. I stood at the door again. I reached to slide the door open but stopped when I heard a noise. It was fait but I still heard it. It was sobbing. Broken tortured sobs. The voice was cracking and I could barely make out who it was.
Nothing in the world could make this feeling in my heart go away. It was heavy, hurting. I frowned and reached for the door again. Some voice in the back of my mind was screaming at me. I ignored it, I never listened to it why should I now? I touched the door and slid it open slowly.
A cry came out from with in, and a sobbing voice cried out.
“No! Please leave me alone! I don’t want anymore, please!”
My heart felt like it stopped right then and there. I stepped in the room and walked to his futon.
There on the ground was blood, blood everywhere. I stepped in some of it and stepped back. I looked at the body surrounding it. A black haired boy. Human by the sent. He had blood covering his cheek; it looked like a bit mark. There was also blood on his on his shoulder, running down his body. I could see some blood running between his legs. There was writing on his chest. I leaned in and read it.
Mine.
That’s all it said. It was messy and hard to read. I sniffed the air. Takashi has raped him. In Inu-yasha’s room. I frowned, I don’t know this boy. Was he a servant for Inu-yasha? And what was he doing in Inu-yasha’s room. I frowned; I will talk to him later. The boy rolled his head over to my direction and looked at me. Tears started to come out of his eyes.
“D-Don’t l-look at me S-Sess-“the voice crocked out.
No…no it can’t be. This is a human. Not Inu-yasha, not my brother. My brother has white hair not black; he doesn’t smell like a human. As much as I kept telling myself that I don’t believe me. He not human this isn’t him. He sobbed again. I looked at his wrist and saw the blood come down from the bonds that held them there.
I reached over and cut the bloody strips. He fell forward and I caught him. He sobbed into my chest.
“S-Stop looking at m-me, I’m dirty…you-you don’t want me…” he sobbed out.
I grabbed his wrists and looked at it. They were cut very badly. He was tied to tight. All that covered him was blood. No, no how could this happen?
‘I love you…’
Who the hell did this?! I wanted to grab his shoulders and force it out of him. But I can’t. He’s weak and has lost too much blood. I grabbed him and started to carry him out of hi room. He tried to curl up into my arms but he cried out and started sobbing.
He had been raped, hard. No! He’s mine; no one is allowed to touch him but me! How can they think of touching him? I have no time for arguing with myself.
I ran into the bath house and gently put him in the bath. He screamed and clung onto me.
“No! Please no! It hurts so much!” he cried out.
I picked him up and carried him outside. He need cooler water. The hot water was burning his skin. I ran outside and came to a close by pond. I began to slowly let him in. He began to cry and cling onto me. He wasn’t going into the water. I striped of my armor and my kimono. He watched me in fear and started to back away.
“N-No…please S-Sesshoumaru…don’t…” he sobbed out.
My eyes softened and I felt a wave of sadness go through me. Did he not trust me? What did this person do to him? I began to glare. Who ever did this will pay. They will pay for ever even thinking about him. For even causing his perfect skin to bleed. No body touches what’s mine. I will kill them.
I pulled him close to me and started to get in. He began to shake and cry. Once we were in I began to rub the dried blood off. I forced him to face me. He curled up and began to shake. I took his chin and pulled him to meet my eyes. Fear filled his eyes. He was afraid of me. My eyes followed his form down the now wet writing.
Mine.
I growled, he backed away and tears filled his eyes. I pulled some water up and started to wash away the blood on his stomach.
Mine.
I frowned and began to wash harder. He winced and started to pull away from me. I grabbed his shoulders and forced him to close to me. He cried out and looked away from me. I growled again. No, look at me. Look at me damn it! I grabbed his face and forced it to look at me.
“S-Sesshou-Sesshou-…” he started and couldn’t continue.
He started sobbing and yanked away from me. I backed away from him and grabbed my face. What was I doing…How could I do this to him? My arms slumped and I slowly looked up at him.
“Inu-yasha,” I said in a quiet voice. “Please come here,”
He looked at me shivering not just because of the water. I tried again.
“Please, I won’t hurt you,” I said gently.
He peeked at me again. I watched him argue with himself for a moment then slowly inched his way to me. Fear was still in his eyes. I reached out slowly and gently stroked his face. I ran my fingers across his face and over the cut. He winched but slowly relaxed a little. He began to cry again.
“Shhh stop crying,” I said still holding his face.
“N-No. I’m not g-good enough…H-He touched me and-and-and now y-you don’t want me,” he stuttered out.
I frowned but still stroked his face. I reached my other hand around and touched his shoulder. He flinched and curled up. I leaned into his face and kissed his head. This was a new side of me I was never aware of. It was scaring me. I’m not used to being so gentle, not even when I’m with Inu-yasha. But it upset me to see him so frightened of me. I didn’t want him to be like this. It made me shake a little bit.
“I will not hurt you,” I said slowly.
“He touched m-me…” he sobbed.
“Who?” I asked softly. My arms went around his body.
I began to rub his back slowly, small comforting circles. He began to sob harder and clung onto me. I could feel the tears on my body. I was confused, was I making him cry more?
“Ta-“
I heard him start. I grabbed his shoulders, gently this time. And gently pulled him to meet my face.
“Who did this…?” I said slowly.
“Ta- “
“Please Inu-yasha tell me,”
“Ta-“
His eyes closed slowly and he leaned onto my chest.
“So tired…”
“Tell me,” I pressed.
I have to know who the hell touched my brother. Who touched what was mine. Nobody touches the belongings of the lord of the western lands. Who ever this was I will kill them. With out a second thought, this vile thing doesn’t deserve to live. I could feel rage filling my whole being again. But I have to calm down. Just enough to hear who did this. Then I shall kill him…
“Taka-“
Then he fell asleep. I held him limply in my arms. He passed out from the blood loss. My body began to shake. A low growl came from the back of my throat. I could feel my whole body shaking. My eyes went red and my claws extended.
“Takashi…”
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Yeah…that was a little depressing. Even I’m depressed. I’m glade I got to finish this, of course it took me coming home from school and getting sick >.<. I feel crap and some what good at the same time! I got the chapter done! ^^(). I think I can make one more chapter for this maybe two, we’ll see. Remember REVIEW!