By: ~Goku the Paladin~
Author’s Notes: Eh, komichiwa all! Uhhh, did I even spell that right? Lol. ^^ Anyways, this is my first Inuyasha fanfic! I was working on a LOTR fanfic earlier, but I had decided to take a break and try writing an Inu slash! There might be some slight mistakes (I checked it over twice, lol), and if any character is OOC, I apologize! If you don’t like slash or rape or whatever, do not read this! Any Feedback is *very* appreciated! =^.^= I intend to make a chapter 2 no matter what, so don’t worry. Well, I guess that is about it. I hope you like the story despite it’s dark themes. Who knows, perhaps there will be a happy ending for sesshy and Inu! Oh yeah, and this is also a songfic! The song is called "Brother, my brother" by Blessed Union Of Souls. I dunno, I didn’t have a title at first, but I thought about one of the songs on the pokemon soundtrack, and hey, the title sounded purrfect! Well then, Ja Ne and Sayonara for now…
Disclaimers: Let’s get this straight. I do not own Inuyasha, I do not own Sesshoumaru (I wish I did ><) and I do not own any of the other Inu characters! ^_^ So be nice. There’s also a thing called Freedom of speech, so I don’t think you can sue me, especially since I have no mullah (money)! If you sue me or any of the other writers who write slash, Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha will avenge our deaths…-_-() Ok, ok, so they won’t avenge our deaths, but still…
(*) The song is in "…/ "
(*) <….> means thoughts
Warnings: NC-17, Rape, Yaoi, Angst, Blood, Character Death, and of course, Incest…
Pairing: Inuyasha/Sesshoumaru, Naraku/Sesshoumaru
Chapter 1
(Inuyasha)
"INUYASSSHHHAAAAAA!" Came Kagome's almost desperate call. My ears twitched but I did not move, nor did I make a single sound. My golden eyes watched as the human girl called for me, walking around as if this forest was Human-Friendly. She was always like that. It bothered me how she acted so sweet and carefree all the time at first, but soon, I adjusted to it, as she adjusted to my obnoxious and rogue-like behavior.
I almost snorted when she tripped over a tree root and landed *gracefully* on her face. Miroku came out from nowhere, it seemed, and helped her up. The perverted monk didn't see me around, so he groped her rear end. She gave him a *look* that seemed to say, 'Just-Be-Glad-Inuyasha-Didn't-See-That'! He backed away from her fearsome glare and blushed mildly. I shook my head. Little did they know that I did see *that*.
Anyway, back to me. Why was I hiding from them in the first place? I really don't know why, but something in my gut tells me to stay away from them. Something seems so false. Strange.
I could hear Sango and Shippo making their way towards Miroku and Kagome. The four of them exchanged helpless looks. They were all looking for *me*. I grinned.
I kept a tight hold on Tetseiga, something else telling me that I'd better hold onto my father's fang.
A vile stench fills my nostrils. It's that youkai Jaken, well, IF you could consider him one, or let alone call him a youkai! He nervously darts from bush to bush. The stupid toad thinks he can stay unseen by them.
Kagome spots the toad and points, "Guys, there's that awful toad!"
Jaken panics and starts to flee as the whole group chases after him in hot pursuit. I stiffened somewhat and realized something. <...If Jaken is around...then...where is Sesshoumaru?...> I thought, shifting uneasily on my spot in the tree. I sniffed the air and blinked with confusion.
No Sesshoumaru.
Brother my brother.../ Tell me what are we fighting for…/ We've got to end this war.../
We should love one another.../ Oh, can't we just pretend.../ This war never began.../ We can try.../ Brother my brother.../
I gripped my Tetseiga harder, glancing around uneasily, for the Youkai known as my brother. My enemy.
Sesshoumaru is no where in sight, which is hardly surprising, since I couldn't even find his scent.
I waited a little longer before I jumped to the ground nimbly and crashed through the trees in the opposite direction. As much as it hurt me to leave my friends behind, something inside me was strangely relieved, as if I had missed being sliced in half.
I stopped running after I felt I was far away to ease into a walk. I strode briskly though, my father's fang clutched tightly in my hand. I started to pant heavily, like a dog. (No pun intended.) The heart behind my ribcage hammered like crazy and I was sure anything in this forest could hear me. It also felt like tiny, hot needles were being thrust repeatedly through my head. My stomach churned and knotted up as nausea overtook me. Suddenly, it felt as if all my energy had bled from me excessively. I wasn't bleeding. I couldn't stop sweating, I couldn't stop panting, and I couldn't stop the sickness that over took me till I fell to my knees and vomited. I clutched my stomach, hugging myself as pain wracked my body. I couldn't understand how I got ill so quickly. I never once remember ever getting sick in my lifetime, which made this all too odd. <…What is happening to me?...>..I thought to myself. This all just didn't add up at all.
(Sesshoumaru)
A thick, masculine, but musky sweet scent entered my nostrils and I breathed it in, trying to register what or who it could be. Strangely, the scent was all so familiar to me, but I couldn't place a face to the delicious scent. <...Delicious...What is wrong with me?...> It smelt like a Hanyou, but it couldn't possible be...<...It just can't be...no, not *him*....>
Whisking that thought from my mind; my sharp, cold yellow eyes searched the forest. That baka Jaken had run off like the coward he is when a Youkai attacked me. I wasn't looking for the fool, but I was seeking someone out. Rin.
Rin, the little girl I had adopted as my own daughter. Why would someone like me, the cold demon lord, adopt a little human girl? I don't know. It just seemed a good idea at the time.
The moon's silver light filtered through the trees when the night had crept up upon all. The long, pure silver silk of my hair blew hypnotically with the cold breeze. I preferred this. The moon. The night. The cold. All three seemed to make up a rather large portion of me, through appearance and through personality. To all, I was just cold, emotionless, cruel, and evil. They all feared me, which pleased me much. But...the only one who seemed not to fear me was that hanyou of a brother that plagued my father's bloodline. Inuyasha.
He had what I wanted, which was rightfully mine. The Tetseiga. My father's fang.
Inuyasha...
We face each other from different sides.../ The anger burns can't remember why.../ It's kind of crazy to cause so much pain.../ Our foolish pride makes us hate this way.../
That Hanyou. I walked on silently through the dark forest, somewhat relieved that the fool Jaken was no where around to kiss up to me, as he usually did. Oddly, I found myself thinking more and more about my obnoxious little half-breed of a brother. I thought about that defiant little smirk he always wore on his face and that excited gleam in his beautiful eyes whenever I fought him. <...Beautiful? No, I am not in my right mind...ever since I lost Rin...I should be thinking about Rin, *not* that baka Hanyou...>
I sniffed the air for Rin's scent, but once again, that delicious scent was still rafting in the winds. Inwardly, I growled with frustration, but on the outside, I appeared indifferent and revenant as usual. I could feel some minor Youkais nearby, but I could tell they feared me and they were not foolish enough to dare attack *me*. Again, my thoughts drifted back to my younger brother Inuyasha. Some would say I am obsessed with him, others would say I am merely playing with him, but some others would say...
We watch our world fall apart.../ Tell me what good is winning.../ When you lose your heart.../
I preferred not to think about what *they* say. True, I am obsessed with my brother, but only because he has my father's sword. The sword that is rightfully mine as his eldest son!
I remember the grim satisfaction and sheer horror when the human wench of his pulled the Tetseiga out by accident. I was merely satisfied because, at least my brother hadn't pulled it out himself. But still...I was infuriated because a human girl had done it, and even worse, the sword protects Humans. Not no matter, that sword *will* be mine. Even if I have to kill Him.
Rin was no where to be found. No evidence could conclude that she either was kidnapped or had merely ran away. I felt desperate and helpless. Such feelings I have never before experienced, and even more feelings came to me. Feelings no demon should ever have. I could feel pinpricks at my eyes and stopped walking. I touched the dampness of my eyes and was quite startled. <...What...is this?...>
My eyes dried again as I thought about him, once again. I felt the urge to follow the delicious scent, the urge to find my Rin, and the urge to find Inuyasha. I decided to find my Rin. The other alternatives could wait.
I paused. Something did not seem right. Little did I know that my search for Rin would take away two things that were rightfully mine.
I tried not to cry out in pain. Gathering my strength, I forced myself to stand and nearly had a nervous breakdown when I didn't immediately see the Tetseiga. My sharp yellow eyes spotted it beside me and I picked it up, sighing deeply with relief. I sniffed the air.
Sesshoumaru...
My knees went weak and I almost felt as if I would fall down to my knees again. The cold wind blew the scent of my brother in my direction. A strange happiness filled my whole being as I leaned on my father's fang. I was oddly at peace, knowing he was somewhere out there and not dead. I breathed in his rich, spicy, and alluring scent. <...Delicious...> I thought to myself about his scent. Then I stopped and slapped myself. <...Delicious? Hell no! He's my brother! Well, half brother...but still! I hate him and he hates me! He always tries to kill me...> I was trying to convince myself while another voice, which was also mine, fought me back. It was so strange. Something kept telling me to go find my brother. Something kept telling me I would regret it if I didn't. I imagined how disgusted he would be with me if he found out I found his scent arousing.
I couldn't stop thinking about him.
Brother my brother.../ Tell me what are we fighting for.../ Isn't life worth so much more.../ We should love one another.../ Oh, can't we just pretend.../ This war never began.../ Tell me why.../ Brother my brother.../
Yes.../ We can try.../ Brother my brother.../ Yes.../
"DAMMIT! Get out of my head! Shimatta! Get out of my head, Sesshoumaru!" I screamed. Birds fluttered hastily from the trees because of my desperate roar. No matter how hard I tried, he wouldn't get out of my mind. I tried to think about Kagome, since I loved her, right? Right?
I wasn't sure anymore. What I was sure of was the fact, no, the *need* of finding him. We had something to settle for once and for all. Besides, maybe if I saw him, my belly would stop burning. I sniffed the air and started to half run, half walk. I followed Sesshoumaru's scent, but I only seemed to be going in circles.
"Sesshoumaru! Where are you? Come out! Sesshoumaru, we have something to settle!" I called, but I received no reply from him. "SESSHOUMARU!"
I seemed to be only following his scent blindly, and in the back of my mind, I wondered where my friends were. I paid them no heed. They could defend themselves. Right now I needed to find that blasted Youkai. To pass the time, I thought more about him.
Once, Kikyo told me all about angels, I remember. She even showed me pictures, sketches, drawings, whatever you call it, of angels. Angels were said to be beautiful beings. Good, pure beings, but beautiful nonetheless. Idly, I also remember her telling me that some angels turned evil and became what is known as fallen angels. But I could care less.
I also remembered the last time and all the other times I had seen Sesshoumaru. He always seemed so silent, so regal, and so emotionless. His arrogance was clear as day, as well, but yet, he always seemed to be thinking about something. Lost in his own endless world, inside his own mind...
Yes, despite his characteristics, he is so beautiful. Stunning. Lovely. Bishounen'. Whatever you call beauty, that was what he is. Cold, golden eyes...long, silken silver hair...pale marble skin...and I imagined how his naked body looked, since his body was always covered in that damned kimono and body armor...
I shuddered. My loins felt as if they were on fire. Delicious fire. A fire I intended to put out.
As I had mentioned angels, it seemed that Sesshoumaru is an angel himself. At least in appearance he seemed an angel, but on the inside, he is the demon I know and hate. As I thought about whom he really is inside, my sane side grasped me.
<...Yes, hate! I hate him. Wait...sure, he makes me angry sometimes, but...do I really hate him? Of course you do! He tried to kill you numerous times! Think about *that*! I'm trying to think about *that*! But I can't! All I can think about now is *him*! All I can think about is his beauty! So? He's no angel! Think about Kagome! I can't! I don't love Kagome!...> I stopped arguing with myself and I suddenly realized something vital. "I don't love Kagome."
I darted faster and faster through the trees, making it seem to all that I was flying instead of running. Rin's scent was so close. My better senses told me to turn away and leave as quickly as possible, but for once, I ignored them and focused on Rin. My adopted daughter. Something felt very wrong. Her scent even seemed wrong. I forced myself not to panic and I lunged onward, seeking my daughter. I thought about her happy face. I thought about her smile and those big innocent eyes I came to adore. Thoughts of her made me feel stronger and made me charge faster. I crashed through the trees endlessly, her scent so close, but yet so far. I stopped running when I saw a small clearing in the forest. There was a hut....it was so strangely familiar, but my thoughts of Rin AND of Inuyasha didn't allow me to think straight.
I could smell another demon nearby, but where, I couldn't tell and neither did I care. I walked forward, cautiously and eagerly.
Rin.
<...There's my Rin!...> I thought excitedly when I spotted her 20 feet away in the middle of the small clearing, sitting with her back to me. I heard her giggle, but she did not turn around. Something was very odd about her scent...the back of my mind reminded me, but I ignored it.
I strode towards her and knelt beside her. "Rin? Rin, are you alright?"
No answer.
I turned her small, frail body towards me and my eyes widened. Her eyes were open wide in fear, never blinking, but any baka could tell plainly that she was dead. Her mouth was slightly open as well. Blood had trickled down from the side of her mouth to her chin. The blood was dry now, meaning she had been dead for awhile. <...RIN! NO! No....this cannot be...>...
My sensitive, elfish ears twitched as I heard a noise. I was numb right now to the pain of losing Rin, but shock and rage was there...
My claws hissed as I got my venom ready to strike whoever or whatever was lurking by.
"Sesshoumaru...how very kind of you to join me finally..." Came a sinister voice, undoubtedly a demon.
My cold golden yellow eyes darted around, looking for the face of the voice. But to no avail.
"Who are you? You killed Rin, didn't you?" I asked, my voice calm, as it usually is. But deep inside, I was enraged, even though I didn't show it on my outside cold exterior.
"You don't know who I am? Ouch, you hurt me deeply, Sesshoumaru. The stupid girl was in...the way...so she had to die. A perfect trap, hai?" The voice replied. Laughter followed suit. I cringed inwardly.
"I'm going to hurt you more deeply then you are now, you bakemono! Who are you?" I asked again, my voice calm. The poison in my claws hissed and I longed to find the bastard and bring him down. <...My poison is going to get you sooner or later...>...
Another laugh. "Perhaps I should show you who I am...in person..."
"Hn." Was my only reply. <..At least the baka is coming out now...> I thought, glancing around warily, as if I was surrounded by demons.
I heard the voice again as it emerged from a tree. A man in a baboon's pelt.
"You know, Sesshoumaru, it is amusing to have someone such as yourself call *me* a monster..."
My eyes narrowed. <...I should have known...> "Naraku."
"I feel better now. You remembered me..." Naraku said, stopping ten feet away from me.
Without warning or another thought, I lunged forward at Naraku, attacking him with all my force. I brought my claws down upon him, slashing through his body. I was very satisfied when I heard the venom seep into the demon. He crumpled at my feet and I glared down at him.
"You should not have touched Rin, komonseiko..." I said in triumph. <...Enjoy Hell...>
Something grabbed me from behind, restraining me. A mouth kissed my ear and then replied, "You should not have fallen for my trick, Sesshoumaru."
<...Kuso!...> I glanced at the ground where Naraku's clone lay dead. I cursed myself again, but I cursed Naraku tenfold. I said nothing as I struggled to get out of his grasp.
He snickered. He kissed my earlobe and resumed talking, to my annoyance.
"Sesshoumaru, do you know how lovely you are?"
I didn't reply. <...Why doesn't he just kill me and get it over with?...>
"Answer ME!" He growled, twisting my arm. I winced, but did not give him the satisfaction of hearing me groan, moan, or scream. He seemed to give up, which pleased me somewhat.
"Well, of course you know how beautiful you are..." He continued when he had stopped twisting my arms.
I couldn't take it anymore. He was playing games. I hated games. I struggled harder and my venom hissed again as I tried to strike him.
He snickered again. "Sesshoumaru, you are always the one who seems so untouchable..."
I hissed and tried to twist away, but he was too strong. <...Inuyasha...> I thought about my brother, to my great surprise.
Let's take a moment and look deep inside.../
And say we'll learn to give love a try.../ When matters differ as we seem to be.../ There's so much more to me than what you see.../
You don't have to be this way.../ Think about the consequences.../ Turn around and walk away.../
It was as if he were reading my mind and he laughed. "Inuyasha is not here. He wouldn't even save you if he could...but perhaps his groin would..."
I blinked, startled. <...What is this baka talking about?...>
Suddenly, without any warning, his teeth sank into my neck, drawing blood. I bit down on my lip to keep from crying out. This bastard would not get to see me scream. Unfortunately, later he would prove me wrong about that. A tongue lapped at the blood and then a mouth suckled at the wound on my neck till my blood clotted.
"Why the hell did you do that?" I hissed, almost losing control.
"To taste you, of course. I am not disappointed..." Naraku replied, licking my neck, as if tasting my very skin. "You taste as good as you look, Sesshoumaru..."
Then realization finally struck me. <...Oh...kuso...>...
"Then again, I have not tasted all of you..." Naraku spoke again, pressing his body against my back. I swallowed hard as I felt his arousal pressing against me.
"Naraku, let me go..." That was not a suggestion.
He turned me around, still grasping my arms. He was still in control and I looked at him. He wasn't in his usual pelt. He was wearing close to nothing. Some pants, but that was it. His form was humanoid, his hair dark, and his eyes dark. His eyes dark with demented lust. I knew that if I didn't get the chance to either escape or kill him, I would be the one to pay for his lust. He studied me, looking me up and down, the moonlight making me look more stunning then ever. He licked his lips.
"You look even more lovely in the moonlight then you do in the sunlight, but then again...you have always been such an enticing obsession for me..."
<...Obsession? He has *never* shown interest in *me* before. Why now?...> I thought with some confusion. "Perhaps you misunderstood me, Naraku, let me go!"
"No. I will *never* let you go. Not after all that careful planning. You see, I know that Inuyasha wants to either fuck you or be fucked by you. I didn't want him in the way...so I caused a diversion by using Jaken. Of course, I knew they'd think you were around if they saw him..." Naraku said.
"Get to the point." I growled.
"In due time, I will. So, if they saw Jaken, they would follow him, thinking he was spying on them for your sake. They would be wary of you, and no doubt Inuyasha would stick with them, as usual. They are so predictable...it's not even amusing anymore..."
"What's the point? They would press him for answers and he would tell them that I am not around. He would be the coward he is and tell them that it was only a trick!" I replied.
He snickered. "Even one such as you should have seen it! Where do you think Jaken goes after you dismiss him? He doesn't always stay by your side. Answer me that!"
I didn't answer. <...Good point...>
Naraku continued talking, "Sesshoumaru, you see...Jaken is really *my* servant, *my* spy. Whenever I cannot watch you on my own, I use him to come to me and tell me where you were going...what you were planning...and so forth. Do you grasp the concept now?"
Inside I was growling, hatred invading my every fiber. I wanted to kill them all, especially Naraku and Jaken. <...That good for nothing little coward...I will make him pay for deceiving me...> "Hn." I replied, just to make him keep talking.
"I could have just killed them all...but that would have taken too much precious time. I was the one who made that youkai attack you. That was Jaken's cue to leave you and distract Inuyasha and his wenches..."
"Why distract them? It would only be a convenience for them to have me captured by you..." "You weren't listening clearly, were you? I know how Inuyasha feels for you. I have watched your numerous encounters together, usually fights, but still, the *way* he looks at you..."
"The way he looks at me?" I asked, skeptically. Some of this was adding up, and some of this was *not* adding up.
"Hai, he looks at you in a way no brother should look at his own brother, even though technically, you two are only half brothers. But that's besides the point. Your own hanyou brother lusts for you and neither of you know it...yet…"
I couldn't believe it. I didn't believe it. That Hanyou would never lust after *me*. I narrowed my eyes once again. "If he doesn't even know it, then why did you bother with him?"
"Because he is in heat." Naraku revealed.
<...What? Inuyasha in *heat*? Hmmmm...so *that* is what I smelled earlier...> "And?"
"Guess *who* he was going to go to."
I didn't blink. <...I thought I had heard him calling my name awhile ago...>
"Let me guess...you are wondering why I went through all this trouble to trap you?" Naraku asked.
<...He really likes to read minds...> I thought, irritated. "You didn't have to kill Rin." "Hmmmm...perhaps, but I wasn't about to risk her getting in the way, was I?"
"Hn." I answered, and with a surge of energy, I knocked him away and lunged at him, raising my claws to strike him. He completely disappeared. <...What the fuck?...> I thought as I glanced around, searching for him. I even paused to see if I could hear him. No luck. My poison hissed again. Hatred and rage consumed me and all I wanted to do was tear him apart and make him wish he didn't touch my Rin.
"Where am I, Sesshoumaru? What's wrong? You can't see me? Maybe you should look behind you!" His psychotic voice suddenly appeared out of nowhere. I quickly turned around, and it appeared he had not lied. Before I could move, he pounced me, shoving me to the ground. He briskly tied my wrists together with something that felt like leather. Growling, I struggled, but unfortunately, that only aroused him even more. He dragged my kicking and struggling form somewhere in the clearing that had a lot of moonlight. I tried to get up, but he shoved me roughly down on my back. He straddled my waist and he somehow managed to tie my hands to the tree.
"You know, even that perverted monk lusts after you..." Naraku said idly.
<...Oh great. The human, too? First this komonseiko, then Inuyasha, and now that human...> I thought to myself. I still didn't understand why...why he would go through all this petty trouble just to tie me to a tree...and if my hunches were right...he was going to rape me.
I thought about Inuyasha again, knowing I'd prefer my own brother doing this to me then that lunatic that was currently straddling me. <...I wish Naraku would just kill me...put me out of my misery already, shimatta!...> I struggled yet again as he forced his lips on my own. He even had the nerve to grind his hips against mine. Like before, this was only arousing him further.
"Hai, fight Sesshoumaru! Fight me. It may only increase your pain, but it will increase my pleasure..." Naraku hissed in my ear. His hands felt my armor and he frowned. "We can't have this on, now, can we?" Naraku said as he simply ripped off my armor with no effort whatsoever. Grinning like a cat about to get cream, he tore away my kimono as well. I closed my eyes. I did not want to see his reaction as I lay naked beneath him. He marveled at the beauty of my body. He reached out and stroked one of his hands down my chest. He caressed my body with both of his hands, seeking to feel every plane and curve. His hands felt rough and callous, touching me cruelly. "Sesshoumaru, you are even more lovely then I have imagined. Your skin is as soft as your silky lips..." Naraku whispered into my ear. I turned my head away and concentrated on the ground, while trying to think about what I should do to escape this...indignity of a fate.
All too soon, he decided it was time to start his carnal activities. I knew he wouldn't be gentle at all and nor did I care. I think I preferred if he hurt me over trying to pleasure me. Grasping my face with both his hands, he kissed me roughly, his tongue thrust into my hot inferno of a mouth. He didn't seem to care if I did anything at all.
Inuyasha…
First Naraku stole my Rin and now he was going to steal something intimate that should have been taken by someone I chose. I closed my eyes for a moment while Naraku attempted to taste every inch of my smooth skin. I had never thought about death before, till now, but as this hentai invaded my body and most secret areas, I wanted to die. I knew that the worst hadn’t started yet, but still. To be invaded like this was worse then death. I felt as if I was already lying in my own grave. This grave of mine where I lost more then my own life.
I didn’t open my eyes just yet. I could hear Naraku removing his own pants and I stiffened somewhat. <…Should I fight him? Can I fight him?…> I asked myself. Then I smirked. I imagined all the things I would do to Naraku after he was done with me. Like, maybe let some of my venom drop on his groin…
He must have seen the smirk on my face, for he stopped moving, then he pinched my left nipple, making me gasp.
"That’s better. Now the best…is yet to come…" The deranged demon said. When he had said that, I decided not to fight. I knew he would get his way, and like he had said earlier, if I fought him, I only brought myself more pain and him more pleasure. This much was true.
I felt his cold hands hastily shove my legs apart and I felt the head of his erection at my entrance. I clenched my teeth together. I wasn’t going to scream for him. He wasn’t going to see the pain in my eyes, either. If my eyes were open and he saw the pain or heard my pain, it probably would only excite him even more.
Without warning, he pushed his shaft all the way into my body, fully violating me. The pain was so extreme, my body shuddered violently and I nearly screamed. I heard him moan when he pushed into me.
"Ohhh…so tight…hai, you are tighter then a drum…ohh, hai, so tight!" Naraku moaned. He had used my hips as a brace earlier and he was still clutching tightly at them, his nails digging into my flesh. He didn’t even care to wait as he started to thrust his member into my most intimate place. I felt torn and tattered. I was pretty sure I was already badly bruised and torn down there.
Naraku rammed harder and faster into me, his claws brutally clawing at my flesh. I kept my eyes shut, for I didn’t want to see him. I bit down on my bottom lip to keep from screaming out in pain. My body was wracked with intense agony. Never had I experienced anything as horrible as this. Never.
The vile demon on top of me pounded roughly into me with all his might, forcing blood to run down my thighs. The smell of blood aroused him tenfold and he clawed at me and his mouth attacked my mouth and my chest, making me bleed. He lapped up and gorged my blood while he repeatedly plunged into me violently and ruthlessly.
The screams of agony remained in my chest, ready to exit through my mouth as soon as I let them. I couldn’t take it anymore. I was about to give up when I found inspiration. Inuyasha. I thought about my little brother. I thought about how much I loved him. Hai, I love him. I never realized it till now. He was the only one I really thought about besides Rin. He was the one I always watched. Day and night, I would stand hidden, watching him fighting or spending time with his friends. My eyes were always on *him*. My eyes were only for *him*.
The pain that was being forced into my body subsided as my love for Inuyasha turned my cold and bleeding body warm. The warmth spread throughout me and it no longer mattered.
I didn’t even notice when Naraku came, shooting his seed into my damaged body. He pulled himself out and stood up, looking down at me. I shivered and opened my eyes, glaring up at him. "Did you enjoy your forced fuck?" I hissed.
"You should look at yourself. Look what I have created and look at what I have destroyed at the same time." Naraku replied, a demonic smile tracing his lips.
I didn’t want to look. My body wouldn’t stop shivering. Everything hurt. I accidentally moved my hip, causing white-hot pain to shoot through me, making me gasp. I looked.
To me, it looked as if he had attacked me aggressively and mercilessly in a battle. My blood covered most of my trembling body. The only two words that fit in my mind were: Tattered and Torn.
Naraku, to my relief, put on his pants, at least. He used his claws to cut what was restraining my arms. My arms were sore, but they were not as sore as my broken body. I would have lashed out at him if I had the strength to. Naraku knew I was weak and defenseless. He knew I was too weak to even move. He knew I couldn’t escape in my fragile state.
"You are mine. You are mine, you hear me? I have claimed you. You will belong to me forever. I am your master. You are mine…" Naraku hissed at me, then he started talking to himself. "Sesshoumaru is mine…all mine….mine…mine!"
<…Just kill me already, you bakemono!…> I thought. Using all the strength and will power I had left, I curled my body into a tight ball against the tree, despite the stinging agony.
"Sesshoumaru!" Yelled the familiar voice of Inuyasha. I opened one eye and panicked as I saw Inuyasha’s charging form.
Brother my brother…/ Tell me what are we fighting for…/ Isn't life worth so much more…/ We should love one another…/ Oh, can't we just pretend…/ This war never began…/ Tell me why…/ Brother my brother…/
Inuyasha and Naraku clashing together like violent titans was the last thing I saw before I blacked out. I didn’t even hear what Inuyasha had said before he had attacked Naraku and before I had blacked out. He had said, "Brother, *my* brother…"
~To Be Continued~