Finding Love, but a dream, lived out, played through and through;
Unstopped like an old movie reel, constantly spinning, consistently the same;
Characteristics all anew, never did argue, and yet, I had no clue;
Kidding me, just a diversion for you, something to play like a game;
You thought you could just let me go; you thought it would go away;
Or did you? I turned it around, I made you love me back, and you cared;
Undermined your own plot, showed you I would be there everyday;
Vindictive thoughts ran through my mind, my love was uncompared;
Instant love, love at first sight, it did excite, poems I did write;
Didn't you think? That it would be like this? Did you think I would walk?
Years of tears, days in a daze, seconds in highlands, no more;
And to think, I wanted to say I
love you, and now we can=t
talk
!! Anger felt, love melt, words dealt, all heartfelt, and the things I swore