The ultimate heartbreaker, the easiest path to cease your relationship,
Why'd you want that, what sadistic purpose did it serve?
Now you just wish it never began, the lie from your tongue, right off your lip,
To take them back, hopeless; the punishment, you now deserve.

The delicate aroma of vanilla reminds of her radiant smile,
The tears you now shed, fall down as you relive,
The days you enjoyed, the laughter, the love, all the while,
You knew something special she was with no alternative.

But you let her know, the fables learned to any other girl,
Why this time? You couldn't just tell the truth, now it’s too late,
Everything you'd given up for her, your money, your life, the world,
And now you lay crying only memories of that 1st and last date.

Everything you see shows a glimpse of what you've lost,
Ultimate punishment for the ultimate sin, to suffer here,
Is all you can do, the game you play, gambled at too high a cost?
To woo her when it wasn't needed, her love was sincere.

And yours too, but deceitful also, and you broke your promise
Never to hurt her, the last thing you'd ever want to do,
The desolation now you don't care about the structure, the form, the game, you demolish
You just want it back, your first, her first, the loss; the devastation.

No matter how real the feeling you feel, She won't come back, its not want she wants,
Alone you'll be together, the words now blur with your tears you shed again,
As the words follow down the trails onto the paper,
The realization that she's gone destroys your heart,
And you thought the lies only could hurt others,
But now you've found the destruction it brings upon your own soul,
What you feel as the love fades away each and every day.


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