bits from stuff i wrote
your brake lights in the distance
but you're not coming back to me
i'll always have your memory
but you won't understand
no, you won't understand
it's on the verge of a year
a year with no vacation from you
i laugh at myself for the fool i was
i just wanted to feel you somehow
but you didn't understand
no, you didn't understand
do i have something worth keeping?
will you ever understand?
still driving around
the scenery is fading into the background
you stop at my road of inspiration
then you drive away
when listening to the silence of winter
lost in the reflection from the stars above
thinking about love
feeling the chill of the wind against my face
i look up toward the sky into the darkness
asking why?
im tired of never getting it right
someone please warm this heart tonight
at the plastic stars on my ceiling
wishing for things to turn out right
for you to be here tonight
you know that you are so smooth
you get me evertime
i miss the truth
you used to say what was on your mind
but missing you tonight
is just a part of life
i sit and think of the memories
lost in a sweet reverie
it seems years have gone by
since i last spoke to you
i miss your smile
the way you made me feel alive
but this is just part of life
comforting my tears
but no i'm needing more than that
to dominate my fear
i'm not happy with where i'm going
am i going the wrong way?
this maze is killing me with mystery
when will i feel free?
sometimes what i want, isn't what i need
and sometimes what i get, isn't what i see
and sometimes what i wish for, is just a little dreaming
when will i wake up and find myself?
i want to find out what i need
i want to see who is really me
i want to stop dreaming and feel reality
i want to find my way
through this misery
all alone strumming my guitar
an attempt to travel to another place
away from the slamming of the doors
the harsh voices
the rain uncontrollably pours
everything is falling down on me
because there is an uneasiness tonight
in my heart and around the world
something just isn't right
as the screaming echos from down the hall
where are you in this crazy night
somehow, somewhere, someway...i'll find you someday
are you somewhere out there beneath the starry night? just waiting for a special time, a time that is just right? how many times will i look at the sky longing for someone to be by my side?
somehow, somewhere, someway...i'll find you someday
i'm getting impatient, i'm sorry but i'm lonely...please find your way, your way to me