Chapter 14
Andrea placed the two chilled wine glasses on the dresser as she poured the
wine. Her hand was shaking with excitement, as she waited for Shane. He was
preparing himself in the bathroom as she could hear him singing. It had been
a long weekend for the two, trying to control themselves as they took care of
Bailey. When Mark called and offered to watch Bailey for them until Sidney
got home, the two jumped at the offer and scrambled to prepare for the
evening. Shane walked out of the bathroom as he stood studying Andrea as she
lit the candles. She was so beautiful in her Silk Blue Baby Doll Teddy. He
had forgotten how flawless her body was from the years of running and proper
diet, the perks of being a chef. Andrea's red hair softly draped down her
back as her brown eyes shined as she saw Shane. The silk black boxers showing
every muscle that Andrea dreamed about seeing again emphasized his perfectly
toned body. He was picture perfect as she stood before her, smiling and
reaching out to her. Reaching out to be with her.
Just one more kiss,
And I'll be gone,
I won't write, I won't call,
No more girl, I swear that I'll be strong,
Just one more taste of you
And I'll be fine
Girl I mean what I say today.
But tomorrow I'll know I was lying.
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Sidney finished unpacking her suitcase as she could hear Nicky playing with
Bailey in the living room. She had a wonderful weekend with Nicky. She opened
her heart to him, she told him she loved him and he returned the love. She
thought about the laughter they shared, the long talks into the night and the
numerous love making that always left her exhausted and thrilled. �She put
her satin gown away as Nicky's cologne stilled lingered on the material. She
felt so loved when he held her at night, she lay awake early in the morning
as she watched him sleep, praying that she could have just one more day of
happiness with him. She never thought about Michael the whole time she was
with Nicky and didn't feel guilty about it.
She walked into the living room as Bailey continued telling Nicky of his
exciting weekend. �Sidney couldn't help smiling, as she saw the two, saw
her
future with Nicky. He said that he would never leave her; they would be one
big happy family. Sidney believed him as the happy girl in her head repeated
over and over, Sidney Byrnes. It had a nice ring to it. Her mind began to
wander to the wedding as Nicky stood at the alter waiting for her. "I
Do"
played in her head as she smiled at Nicky who looked so handsome in his tux.
�
The church bells would be sounding the happy day for the two as the Priest
announce them husband and wife. The church bells...
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"You are so beautiful." Shane said as he walked over to her. Andrea
couldn't
move. How she missed his smell, his smile as he reached for her, pulling her
into him. The feelings were too much for them, the pure desires too strong to
hold back. Shane gently caressed her shoulder with his lips. �Andrea pulled
her hair up as his lips wandered to her neck. Andrea let her hands wandered
over his chest as she gently played with the hairs that simply turned her on.
She was giving into her desires as she kissed his chest.
"I love you, Andrea." Shane whispered in her ear as he gently bit her
lobe.
"I love you too, Shane." Andrea said with a groan. Her very being was
screaming out for him. She wrapped her arms around him as her leg stroked his
leg; her hands roamed the territory she loved, squeezing the firmness...
Shane slowly slipped down her shoulder strap, kissing her shoulder as his
lips went down the center of her chest. Andrea slowly untied the front of her
Teddy as she placed the strings in her mouth.
"I have missed this body so much." Shane said as he kissed her lips,
lingering in the sucking of her lower lip.
And I guess that's addiction
Then I guess that I'm addicted,
And I guess after all I'm your junkie, fair enough
And I guess if that's addiction,
And I guess that I'm just strung out on your love,
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"Sid, your phone." Nicky said picking up Bailey as he tossed him in
the air.
Sidney quickly came back to reality as she rushed to the kitchen.
"Yes, he is, one minute please." Sidney said and placed the phone down
on the
counter. "It's for you, Nik." She said as she moved the giggling lad
from
Nicky. Sidney held Bailey as Nicky talked on the phone, she missed her son.
The two rocked as Bailey told his mommy how much he missed her. Nicky finally
walked in the room with a huge smile on his face but then as he looked at
Sidney, the woman he loved and Bailey, the boy that he hoped to have as a
son, his news was suddenly the worse news.
"What's wrong, babe." Sidney said as Nicky stood staring at her.
"That was the owner of Manchester United Football team. "Nicky said
slowly.
The words of the owner still echoed in his mind as he listened to him speak.
He looked at Sidney as he said the words. How could he tell her that they
wanted him there in a week? How could he leave the woman he just fell in love
with?
"Really?" Sidney said still holding Bailey. Fearing of what he was
about to
say to her.
"The Manchester United!" Bailey said jumping up and down.
"They want me to coach the team." Nicky said smiling, hoping Sidney
would
return the smile. But actually hoping that he would tell him not to go. He
would stay for Sidney, only if she told him to.
"Coach? As in Coach the professional Manchester United Football team?"
Sidney
said excitedly, masking her true feelings. She wanted to scream; she wanted
to tell him that there was no way in hell he was leaving.
"And the best football team." Bailey added who was showing his only
true
feelings.
"I applied months ago but I never thought they would call." Nicky said
as
Bailey grabbed on to him. He applied before he met Sidney, before he fell in
love. Nicky then thought of asking her to come with him. Her and Bailey could
come to London and he would find a great home for them. They would be the
happy family that he promised her.
"You're going to be the best coach, Nicky!" Bailey yelled.
"And that is why they called you, honey." Sidney said as she stood up.
"I am
so proud of you." It was all she could say.
"I just can't believe it and the amount of money they are offering."
Nicky
said picking up Bailey.
"You are going to do so well." Sidney walked over to him as she hugged
him.
"I haven't said yes." Nicky said as he held Sidney. This was her
chance; this
was the time for her to tell him to stay. "Just say the words," Nicky
thought. One mention of staying and he would.
"You have to say yes, Nik. You can't turn this down." Sidney hugged
him again
as Bailey ran around them chanting the Manchester United fight song. She
tried to be strong for him. This was the best opportunity for him. This was
his dream and she could not stand in the way. No matter if her heart was
breaking, no matter if her whole life and future was now falling apart. Nicky
held Sidney in the embrace, held her close. Wanting this moment in time to
freeze. �A tear formed in Sidney's eyes as she quickly wiped it away before
Nicky could see it. But what Sidney didn't realize, Nicky was also wiping
away a tear. Neither one spoke of their feelings, true feelings as Nicky
didn't let Sidney go as they stood in the hug, as long as they could.
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Andrea leaned Shane down on the bed as he lay down. She straddled him as she
felt his excitement...excitement that gave her pure ecstasy. She had missed
Shane terribly but she missed the love making the most. Shane would take her
places that only he could. He knew how to make her be the woman she wanted to
be.
"This is forever, Andrea." Shane said as he pulled off her Teddy
revealing
the best part about her body. " You are never leaving me." He said
smiling as
his hand wandered to her territory.
"Never, Shane." Andrea said as she laid on top of him, moving her
hands down
to his boxers as they became one, bridging the gap. Their lips bridged the
gap months ago but their bodies, as one, closed the gap, forever.
Girl I can't sleep
In these wet sheets
Cos I've got hot flashes, cold sweats
And a hunger that's making me weak,
So hit me up
With you best stuff
Al I need is a bag of attention
And maybe an ounce of your trust,
You go through my heart and through my soul,
Like a river gone out of control
It takes my resolve and washes it all away
Don't walk away,
I'm addicted
"Addicted" Ronan Keating