I have not been living all that I should, Nor preparing for Your coming as 
well as I could. So many times struggling with the same kinds of sin; 
Only to get convicted, and repent, then try again.
 

So many times I have made promises to You; Yet breaking the old ones, again promising to do. All of the things that would bring Glory to You, But failing once more, never seeing them through. Why are You still with me? Why do You still care? How much more of me do You feel You can bear?
 

In me doing those things, contrary to Your Will; Yet my spirit is grieved, 
crying out to You still. I never can return living in my old ways. My place 
is with You, for now and always. I don't deserve another chance just to 
fail You; Still You never leave me alone, even though You knew That I 
would fail many times, yet You still called my name.
 

My life from that day, has never been the same I feel torn and tattered, 
where can I now go? I feel worn and battered, with sorrow to show Lord help me to find my lost way back to You. My heart will You touch and 
my spirit renew? I quake in my spirit at You still wanting me, Touch me 
now Lord, set my bound spirit free...

I know You forgive, I know You forget; But forgiving myself, Oh how I do
fret. Help me see Mercy; Help me see Grace; Help me to the throne, to 
again seek Your face. Deliverance I need, and I know I must find. Deliver me now Lord, from the chains that do bind. A clean heart I'm needing, 
created just by You; A right spirit in me Lord, You need to renew.
 

The way I have left You, leaves me so broken-hearted; Lord finish the 
work, that in me, You have started. I need You to heal Lord, and send 
a new touch; I need Your Presence, only You alone know how much. 
I won't live without You being first in my Life, 
Flesh warring with my spirit has caused me much strife.
 

Melt my heart Lord, to be sensitive and tender. Teach me how Lord, 
to let go and surrender. By faith I now stand, believing You have heard 
me; Now I take my first steps, so my spirit can see. So my spirit can 
feel, and my spirit can hear; The chains unbinding, bringing deliverance 
so near. Do You still want Me? I know now that You do; I never again 
want to stray, and never want to leave. 
You because You were Faithful, and refused to let me go, 
From this day and forever in Your Spirit I will flow.