Feb. 26th 2004
2:45p.m.

Wooo all done with everything!  No work, no school, no homework!  Could not get any bettter!  What a good day!

So I watched Matchstick Men last night.  I was pretty damn good.  Cage does a captivating performance like always!  I would definatly give the movie an 8 out of 10!?????????  As for Cage's acting I would give him a definite 10 out of 10!

I need to work out its been like 3 days since of done it last.

I think I'm going to buy a cd today just not sure what one?

Well that's it for today I have to get going!  Cya'll!


Feb. 25th 2004
2:00p.m.

I don't want to go to work tonight!  Grrr I'm going to cry.  Oh well I don't have to work or go to school tomorrow so I can't complain too much.  Plus I don't think I have to work Friday either so if I'm right there that is pimp.  School should be easy on Friday too.  All I have to do is turn in that 6pg paper I finished yestarday.  School was easy today to all I had to do was the final then I was outy!

I really would like to see Passion of Christ either tomorrow or Friday.  So if anyone wants to go with me, holla!

My head hurts and that doesn't happen to much so I am surprised.

I think its a good thing that Rob is going to keep quite for now.  Lets just all try to move on and forget the past.  The future is now ya'll!

I wish there was more to do on the internet.  I seem to do the same thing everytime I'm on.  Look at e-mail, look at everyones sites then get off.  I do this usally twice a day.  Man I'm bored a lot.  I need to start epanding my mind into something interesting.

Well I'm out.  Cya Pals(Chandler's physco roomate accent)


Feb. 24th 2004
6:30p.m.

Man oh man what a day.  From 12 to 5:30 I worked on my 6 page essay for my composition class.  I'm so glad to finally have that done and over with.  English is evil!

Yeah I have nothing else to talk about cuz that is all I have done today.  How boring and sad of a day off I have had.  Boohoo me.

1:00a.m.

Just got back form Raw not to long ago and boy was it awesome!  Definatly better then the house show I went to a couple years ago.  But I had a lot better seats this time compared to the last time.  The thing that made this night the best though was meeting Lillian Garcia!  I got to shake her hand and take a pic with her!  She is so awesome and funny!  She just seems like she would be an awesome friend to have not to mention the fantastic talent she has!  Lillian you Rock!!!

In other news I finally get to sleep tonight/tomorrow no school or work for me!  So that kick some major ass!  The only downside is that I have to do a 6 page essay.  Grrrrrr!

I went to the doctors today for my stomach problems and he gave me some medication so hopefully that will kick my stomach into gear.

Well that's about it for today I need to get some sleep.  Cya'll!


Feb. 19th 2004
12:45p.m.

Not much time to talk today cuz I got work here in about an hour.

Well it looks as though I got screwed out of my Friday plans cuz I have to work now but oh well thats life I suppose.  I still hve Saturday night to do something.

Well I gotta get going allready. Cya'll!


Feb 18th 2004
12:48p.m.

I won't talk about Ames Mikey what are you talking about?  There's nothing really to talk about.  We went to Ames and came back not much to talk about.  Mother Fucking Family huh, more like who gives a motha fuck about this family.  Ha!

I hardly got any sleep at all last night but I acutally got through school quite easily today.  The only hard part was the getting up this morning.  Speaking of school I got homework I should get started on here soon.

Rob I really, REALLY wnat to see The Passion of Christ too!

Man I'm really hungry so I think I'm going to go.  Oh and I am up to 127lbs.  Thats 7 lbs more then I use to wiegh!  Woo!

3:08p.m.

Yeth!  I just finished up my h-work!  Always a good felling to have your day off open!

I had a vision sorta last night in a dream.  I relized some stuff I have been doing to myself and how I have been hurting myself and like putting myself down.  Anywho it got me thinking about things.  I relized a lot and all I have to say is that I feel great now.  I'm looking at the world through diffrent eyes!  It could just be that the sun is out but my days ahead just seem to be a lot brghter so go me woohoo!

Well that's pretty much it.  I think I'm going to go try to find someone to hang out with cuz I'm bored.


Feb 17th 2004
12:00a.m.

I was just about to go to sleep.  When I came upon the new guestbook entry on my site.  Now usally I would not pay attention to such writtings as these but this one cuaght my eye indeed.  Not becuase of what they wrote but how they wrote it.  They did not just go off on a rampage about something.  No, I feel they acutally put some thought into this one and that they acutally know me pretty well and actually do care about me and for that I would just like to say thanks but don't get me wrong I'm not thanking you for what you said but just for making me feel cared for.  You have intrigued me into who you are.

Other then that not much else to say some friends of mine have totally changed not for better or worse just changed.  Kinda crazy.

Ben and his gf and I might go to a movie this Friday, boy I'm good at being a third whell but oh well it should be fun if it goes down.

I think I'm going to go work out then go to bed. Cya'll


Feb 16th 2004
2:37p.m.

This is going to be a short update as far as I know cuz I have to go get ready for work here shortly.

Well my mom jynxed me.  She asked me if I wanted to still go to the doctors becuase I had been getting sick so much lately.  I said no cus it hadn't happened for the last couple of weeks.  Well guess who got sick this morning and missed class.  Thats right my dumb ass.  So it looks like I need to make an appt.

Man I still really want to see the movie Butterfly Effect it looks reallly good.  We didn't get to go see while we were in Iowa liked we planned, so that was sad but I'm sure we'll see it soon enough.  Maybe we should try this weekend guys!  I also want to see the movie Miracle but I don't think anyone else wants to see that.

Well I got to get going.  Cya'll!

Feb. 6th 2004
2:44p.m.

Woohoo only one day, that�s right one day til Erica and I�s one and a half years!  It seems to have gone so fast I really can�t believe its been that long.  We are going to spend all day together  tomorrow just the two of us.  I can�t wait, it shall be grand.

In other news I have finally began to gain weight it has been ruff but I finally am on the road.  My normal weight that I could never surpass for the last year here was 120lbs and now last time I check I was 124.5 lbs!  Woo go me!  Lets hope this keeps going!

We got our Metallica tickets today!  That should kick ass!  It cost 87 F-ing dollars for them though.  No worries though because it shall be worth it!  Hell yeah!

I have decided not to do a shop zone thing right now till I make some better shizit!

Umm yeah that�s it.  POMF!


Feb. 4th 2004
1:45p.m.

Everything lately has seem to finally come to some sort of rest.  For this I am thankful, because I hate stress, pain and hurt.  All of these things seem to eat away at me when they are around. So I am most grateful they are for the most part gone.

I�m still trying to gain weight and I can see that this is going to be a lot harder then I first fathomed.  I have not gain one single tiny pound since trying to gain weight.  I have on the other hand felt better.  That is I haven�t felt as sick lately.  I just don�t feel perfect, but I have felt that way for awhile now.  So I�m sort of use to it.

It�s snowing now.  I haven�t decided if this is good or bad yet.  It doesn�t help me get out of anything.  Seeing how I don�t have school tomorrow or anything. The only way I can see it be a good thing is that if school is cancelled for Erica tonight and then we could hang out, assuming she would be able to.  Other then that it�s all bad cuz I work tomorrow at 2pm and I really don�t want to go in if we have another f-ing 8 inches!

I plan on making a shop zone thing on my site here with cd mixes of mine that you can buy from me.  I haven�t decided when I shall put that up yet or if I am going to for sure.

That�s it for now.  Todaloo!


Feb 1st 2004
1:50p.m.

Its Super Bowl Sunday and you know what that means, work is going to be slow as hell when the game starts.  Awww what a long night I shall have.  Go Panthers!

It's snowing once again in the neighborhood.  I really hope that I don't have my Monday class again.  I dunno if they'll call it off again though if they already called it off once before.  But I'm still hoping.  Keep snowing baby!

This eating a lot more meals a day thing is a lot harder then I thought it would be.  I really need to get that protein drink stuff.  That'll make it a lot easier to pull off.  I'll have to look at work today and see if we have it, or anything else that'll work.

It's weird how I'll go to bed at 5 in the morning and wake up at 12pm and won't be tired even though it was only 7 hours of sleep but if I went to bed at 12am and got up at 7am I'd be tired as hell.  I don't get it man!

That's it for today.  Until next time remember this you�re a wreck an accident, because in the end everything we do is just everything we've done.
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