| Too Much Time to Think Aloud |
| when your first and last thought of the day is someone who you know will never stay and the feeling of perfection is within your heart but it becomes so hard to release that part the feeling of distance from a person beside you most of the day some one who shares your feelings but your scarred away you're afraid of the time your emotions show you would have blown you chance and you know that your secret should have been safe within your hearts realm trapped away in your minds sealed helm with a sorrow feeling when they call you a freind and they dont know how you fell about them you dont want to break the ties already made and you dont want your emotions to ever fade what do you do whe the time accually comes do you deny it turn and run or is there another way to deal with the feelings still hidden to this day April/19/03 |