April 2002:Harsh
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I am still raging but relief is in sight.  My loved ones continually save me from myself. Drew came to visit for the weekend, forever a source of energy but sadly these days a weight that I cannot bear alone anymore.

The moral and ethical trappings of duplicity bore down on me last night and I woke up unable to breathe.  "Call Noah"....not sure why, but he seemed right for this. 

Rescued from too many complex thoughts we wrapped ourselves, as we are wont to do, in 9-ball.  Six losses later I gave in and told him everything.

Calm, unblinking, and steady, occasionally raising an eyebrow and smiling at my erratic behavior, he did what I knew he would do, forgive me.  


Thanks Noah.....
Gwen, looking a little more girly than usual
Progress Report:

Academics:
Waiting on results from fellowship applications.

Publishing:
Pending Summer 2002 "Godzilla and the Japanese Political Identity"

Private:
Life is too complex right now.  I need to work on simplification.  Somehow I am not able to do so. Worse than April for sure!
Left: My Island in, Koh Phi Phi.
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