for all my guilt, I miss you now
I hate myself, as you hate me
I made a choice, I now regret
I'm better off, now I can't feel
I tried to save you from myself
to keep my pain outside your life
to shield your love with my despair
and so I tried to push away
you lost your faith in me
your eyes so hatefully
I told you I cheated
with several girls I said
in hope you wouldn't think
about forgiving me
wanted you to hate me
didn't want to hurt you
distract your love for me
so I would not hurt you
I lied to save you pain
stop your heart from breaking
I know that I'm a mess
I tried to spare you from
you're consumed with hate
I've been struct by guilt
I thought I would hurt you
and thats Just what I did
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