I'm caught between what is dead and gone
I don't live now, I don't exist
my soul's in past, my heart beyond
my mind is weak, I can't resist
inside my mind I'm torn between
what I felt and I have seen
in time I'm stuck, my love is split
if it's a choice, I'm caught in it
and who are we to stand in fate
and whose to say that I am late
now what to do except to wail
all that I can do
can't succumb to what I hate
until I can deal
I drift through life
it feels like death
sometimes it hurts
to take a breath
lifelesspoet