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.:Why:.


At the time I wrote this song, I was very saddened by the growing jadedness of someone I had a lot of respect for. He had this attitude that he had the whole world figured out, there was nothing left to learn, nothing left to do, see, or hear. In hindsight, I think I mistook depression for arrogance, but in a sense, that explains the sad feeling this song gives me. I get a very acoustic-depressed-country vibe from it. Anyhow, it seems that instead of actually lending my friend a hand, I wrote a song about how sad it made ME feel :P - hurray for being a teenager. And I should add that the line, "I've got the keys to someone else's life" is one I've used and re-used in songs over the years - I believe this song to be its first use, though its actual origin comes from a sad, empty night I spent in my apartment at the end of Grade 12.


I know
I've made all the promises
and broken a few
I've seen through the liars
and found that the truth
hits hardest when you're dreaming
that everyone believes
it's all the same

I know
I've asked all the questions
and made my replies
I've been to the trials
and found that the skies
hail hardest when you're hiding
and everyone can find
it's all the same

I've got the keys to someone else's life
and I wonder why
I'm falling apart

I've lived the fire of someone else's dream
and sometimes I feel
like falling apart

I know
I've heard all the music
and played all the tunes
I've been to the concerts
and found that the blues
play softest when you're singing
and everyone can hear
it's all the same

I've got the keys to someone else's life
and I wonder why
I'm falling apart

I've lived the fire of someone else's dream
and sometimes I feel
like falling apart

I know
I've seen all the faces
and smiled at their fear
I've felt through emotions
and found that the tears
come softest when you're praying
that everyone will say
it's all the same

I've got the keys to someone else's life
and I wonder why
I'm falling apart

I've lived the fire of someone else's dream
and sometimes I feel
like falling apart

(round)
you've got to know why
you've got to know why
I want to know why
I want to know why
who wants to know why
who wants to know why
we want to know why
we want to know why

when i need to forget my wrongs and regrets
and each one is a road to a rocky dead end
when i can't just pretend i wont break or bend
and each scar is a tomb to a day that made sense

when i need to defy my past and my pride
and each loss is the why to the way that i slide
when i cant just get by the truth in your eyes
and each one is a clue to the day that i find

I've got the keys to someone else's life
and

I know
I've shown all my statements
and made my whole case
I've been through my visions
and found my mistakes
I'm weakest when I'm stronger
than anyone can see
I'm more than you could know
and less than you'd believe




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