a "short" bio:
humm. what really is there to say here?
    well, whats there really to say about me? I was rasied in a small town in Alaska. I lived in the same house all of my life there. When i was little (9ish) I started gymnastics. I did that for about 4 or 5 years(not concestive... first 2 then a year off then another year then a year off then the last oneish... something like that). Each time i quit (except the last one) i quite because i got to mad at the instructors telling me what to do when i wasnt able to physically do it. i know ..instructors teling me what to do..stupid..but when you're trying your best to get all the way down in the splits and they push you down farther than you can go you get pissed fast. after that i had always been into soccer so between my breaks in gymnastics i played soccer. my first team i was on i was like 9 and the girls i was with were like 12. definattly helped make me more agressage with it. i did soccer for a few years and then got bord. i liked martial arts so my dad did Tai Kwan Do with my bro and i did a little. i think it upset my brother that i wanted to do it too. whatever. i never took any classes in Tai Kwan Do anyway. i did volley ball for two years in 6th and 7th grade. made C team my first year(highest i could make) and JV the next (highest i could make again). lost interest and dint really want to go into varsity so i quit. in 2004/2005 i took up snowboarding. got pritty good at it for only taking it for a season. i signed up on some thing from where i live and they took us up to Alyeska and i did that for two seasons and had a lot of fun with a friend or two of mine and a few concussions along the way but nothing broken yet.
    im a pretty quiet person in general. me it on the phone or in person i really dont like talking much unless i have something to say..then ill have no problem saying it. i have no problem saying things i really mean. id rather hear blunt honesty than live from being told a lie(unlike most girls i mean that. i want an honest opinion/answer) if theres one thing i hate above all its being lied to....on MSN i like to chat though. i guess i just like using my hands... heh honestly i feel very comfortable on msn. i can relax and be me. im a pritty shy person unless i get around people i feel comforatable around so msn is easy for me.
    i grew up around like 8 guys (not including fathers). now guys are really what i feel the most comfortable around...at the same time im are really unsure about myself around most of them...there are a few that have an exception but yeah...
    in my opinion girls are evil and minitulitive, most of the time... its hard to deal with them so i like to hang with guys more... guys do stupid stuff just for the hell of it...girls dont.
    my first real girl friend i made in kindagarden..we lost contact after that. ill never forget Amanda...in kindagarden i met sasha. whom i love. i wish she still went to school with me but something happened along the way and she turned to drugs and lots of sex....i tryed to help but there wasnt much i could do *shrug* i still feel like her friend though.
    now...im a nerd..ill flat out say it...im a nerd. obviously sense i spend so much time working on this web sire and the schools web site...because ive spent so much time growind up online i have people issues... i dont like letting people get close to me unless i feel really comfortable around them..and thats pretty rare...

    I wish i could find a guy that i feel comfortable enough around to just kick back and relax with and do stupid stuff with... with my luck though that will never happen.. see.. i have really terrable luck with guys. if i like them they dont like me and if they like me i dont like them.. and if by some chance we do like each other a little i always screw SOMEthing up..im doomed to be alone forever *deep sigh*..

Turn ons:
nice eyes, nice arms (you know the kind that are all toned and one can see the vanes running threw them..call me a vampire but i think arms like that are hot.. hell a body like that is hot), dorks, personality that makes me laugh, soft hair, dorkey look, six-pack(only a plus. i like nice tummys), about my hieght (i dont wanna have to reach up really high or really low), the long runner look, shy guys, guys that take some control(dominate), forward guys, guys that try (its all about the effort), guys that like games like DDR and stuff, happy guy (lots of smiles), skinny guys, a snowboarder is a plus, snowmachiner is a plus also, a guy i can have fun and be me around

Turn offs:
to much body hair (chest, back, faceal areas..i call it the "chia-pet-effect" and i dont like it), smokers, to much drinking, majorly over weight (theres a difference between a little chub and a gut..guts are yucky), when a guy is a helpless little puppy(..get some balls and take some control!), lazy guys, bulky guys that work out a lot(if your arm is bigger than your head somethings wrong), overly cocky, players(i dont like thoes kind of games), when a guy lets girls he doesnt like hang all over him, a guy that makes me someone who im not.

Dislikes:
smokers, chearleaders, rap, country, mean dogs, ppl that think they are better then everyone alse, bugs (spiders more particulary), school dances, Spongebob (though he does burn pretty good), moose,

DO YOU:
have a bf: yes
have a crush on someone: yes. and he's awesome
have a first kiss rule: yes
wish you could live somewhere else: yeah
think about suicide: once, not anymore..now i just want to leave this town
believe in online dating: no way..i want phsycal contact! ;)
believe others find you attractive: no
want more piercings: my tongue and i think one or two more in my ears..maybe an eye brow or something
want a tattoo: yes
drink: hell no
do drugs: hell no
smoke: hell no
like cleaning: depends on how sad or how bord i am...
like roller coasters: never been on one...but i REALLY want to.
write in cursive or print: my print looks like it wants to be cursive
carry a donor card: yep
like candles: Yes
like hot wax: its fun to play with
like bitting or nibbling: nibbling. bitting sounds like it would leave marks. i dont like to leave marks ^_~
like sucking on lips or tongue: both x3. the necks not bad either
like incense: yeah...its soothing in light doses
like the taste of blood: a little
believe in love: not really
believe in soul mates: no
believe in love at first sight: no
believe in forgiveness: depends on what was done
believe in God: gods..more than one
believe in war: no, anyone can shoot a gun. it takes a real man to walk away

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE:
pretty: no
funny: sometimes
hot: no way in hell
Beautiful: no way in hell
friendly: most of the time ..depends on who wants me to be friendly...
amusing: some people say I am
cute: not really
ugly: no
loveable: you tell me
pessimistic: sometimes
optimistic: sometimes
caring: depends on who they are...if they are my friend i care to the fullest.
sweet: same as caring...
dorky: yup
smart ass: to the fullest

DESCRIBE YOUR:
Wallet: a Hello Kitty with Nyago on it
Hairbrush: black and silver
Toothbrush: blue and white...the kind from the dentest
Jewelry worn daily: yin yang hawaiian neckles, yin yang silver neckless, celtic spinner wring, celtic design bracelet, silver and blue watch if go out, earrings
Make up: a little mascara on the top lashes and some eye liner

FAVORITE:
food: anything i can playwith my hands when i eat it... like thoes pop corn shrip, and noodels and munchies in general
song: anything with a kicken beat and good lyrics
place to be kissed: lips,neck, chest(not just boobs)
thing to talk about: anything i can debate about(like the differences between guys and girls points of view on relationships and my interest in the male body)
sports: gymnastics, snowbording, martial arts, yoga, soccer
drinks: hot coco, tea, sobe, mochas, jones, grape Fanta
clothes: Tripp, Bisou Bisou, and Self Esteem
color: blue, purple, green, black, orange
movies: Tank Girl, Wasabi, and Leon - the porfecional
disney movie: Mulan!
band/singer: hellogoodbye, Less Thhan Jake, Operation Ivy, Norah Jones, Dir en Grey, At The Drive-in, Tuuesday, Natasha Bedingfield, NOfx, MXPX, RX Bandit, Reliant K, Celldweller, Atryeu, The Distillers, The Vines, Nelly Fartado, Paul Oakenfold, yellowcard, SlipKnot, T.a.T.u, Stomp, Unwritten Law, My Chemical Romance, Real Big Fish, Selena, Pink, Christina Agulera, Lagwagon, Offspring, Papa Roach, ...cant think of anymore...
holiday: halloween
scent: vinilla<3
word: FUCK
guy name: Brook
girl name: Nirvana
eye color: not really any colors...just deep eyes..that kind that consume your thoughts..
flower: rose and no more than one
Plant: Bamboo
piercing: tongue ^_~
actress: none
actor: Robin Williams and the guy that plays in Wasabi

FOR OR AGAINST:
long distance relationships: unsure
using someone: aginst
killing people: "No one has the right to take another's life" -Rem (Trigun)..aginst
teenage smoking: against
premarital sex: for
driving drunk: against
gay/lesbian relationship: for
soap operas: aginst??
Gay people: for..just dont hit on me. i dont need another set of boobs.

HAVE YOU EVER:
cried over a guy: sadly
lied to someone: hard NOT to lie sometimes
been in a fist fight: in elementary school... now i avoid fighting
been arrested: nope
had sex: nope
been kissed: yes

NUMBER OF
times I have been in love?: 0
times I have had my heart broken?: 1
girls I have kissed?: 0
boys I have kissed?: 1
drugs taken illegally?: 0
people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: maybe 2-5
people I consider my enemies?: to many to count
times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: none that i know of...but ive had my pic in there a few times now
scars on my body?: 25-50ish?
things in my past that I regret?: 1
pets you have?: 1 cat is mine..5 cats total and one dog

Would You:
kiss a guy on the first date: no
kiss a guy on the second date: yes, at the end if i liked him and he tryed
kiss a guy on the third date: yes, if he tryed
go on a blind date: doubtful
run away from home: no
have sex with a stranger: no
get a tat or piercing to spite someone: no

EXTRA:
What are your fetish(s): im a sucker for a nice tummy on a guy
If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?: no one at this time
Person you wish you could see right now: no one
Something that you are deathly afraid of?: stupid people and being mauled by and animal and being paralized for life
What do you want done with your body when you die: creameated: half barried in Wasilla and half in Kyoto, japan.
Who is your worst enemy?: life
If you could have any animal for a pet: a now lepord or a chinchilla and a headg hog
What is the latest you've ever stayed up: about 5Am
Can you eat with chopsticks: easy squeasy
What's your favorite coin?: Quarters! ...expensive shines!
What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?: kyoto, fukushima, fukui, Italy, Paris
What are some of your favorite pig out foods?: chips, some fruits, cookies, small cakes, finger food in short
The story behind your user name: my dad didnt like danyell...
Are you straight?: as a line
Where do you live?: America, the supposed land of freedom (alaska)
4 words that sum you up: caring, morbid, loner, freak
whats something that you wish people would understand?: who i am
What's something you wish you could understand better?: why people do the shit they do
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?: Scott, Amanda, Simeon
Something you want to make happen for tomorrow?: that youll like me like i like you
Ever been to Belgium?: no...