| "caf� fellowship" for Beth, 3/'03 there were others in the bagel caf� that lunch hour. i know because i heard them but i only saw her and God and me. not the average college seniors, we spoke about forgiveness toward others without measuring which of us has more to forgive our respective persons. we did this without mentioning names other than Jesus, and did this without describing anyone but Jesus, and without defining our situations but His. sharing her faith with me, she separates the four halves of her toasted, p & j, sesame bagel while her coffee mixed with cream and two sugars steams, and i secretly imagine what one of her ancestors looked like, at about our age, tearing a four leaf clover while burning incense for a specific prayer. i watch them engage with medicine. in turn, sharing my faith with her, at every other breath stop, i avoid questioning my vanity by forking my split veggie melt (her treat) until just the cream cheese and the poppy bagel are left, and i secretly imagine myself a bad poet re-using old adjectives or who can't find new ones to justly describe Passion. and i heard others in the caf�, but i only saw her and God and me. |
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