�12 ways to consider a bodega�



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Red�flash and�orange flash�
light bulbs carousel the awning.
My window at night�flights
above a funhouse.


II.


Green
platanos�4/$1
�bodega across the street. 
Where else?�
La marqueta
�7/$1�eight blocks away. 

My check gives my sprain knee
the finger.


III.

A few young, white-middle class
women, all drunk�Caps in the air!
�bar Rampage�We hereby announce:

1 of 5 new social work grads buys a pack
of Winstons with broken Spanglish.
Man behind the counter smiles back,

�Sorry, I do not Speak your Language.
I am from Yemen.�


IV.

Look Up�bunch of t.v. screens
facing the register.
Cashier keeps an Eye on the customers
(and an Eye on Third Base).

V.

Raul Julia�POWERFUL Puerto Rican
Thespian�renamed Shakespeare
�Guillermo��turned the pages

of Speak with Distinction
by Edith Skinner,
and found the following exercise:

�Bodega.  Topeka.  Topeka.  Bodega.�

Imagine him chuckling. 
Then, with the tear of Othello,
slowly pronounce:

�Maw.  Thah.  Law.  Kah.�


VI.

School lets out�Lots
of children buy Candy, Soda,
Sandwiches at the corner bodega.

One afternoon�School lets out
�the police Closed down the store,
and the neighborhood was quiet.


VII.

After the police could not find�
Unlocked�the door of the bodega�

Ham and cheese�Sliced�i waited�
precisely a half a pound each.


VIII.

The Old Domincan bodega?
The awning is still there?
Inside, a bunch of post-college kids
sit at the bar drinking Beer,
play Pool, surf the Internet,
as a folk singer on Guitar, from
down South, tells everyone
what she misses most
about her Hometown.


IX.

Hanging out front of the bodega,
young hermanos Whistled at a
young jew with fast high heels

and Froze�when she Jumped in
my arms with a very, berry pie
she bought at D�agostino�s.

X.

After 12 years, my step-dad
abandoned us.

As a result, we barely had
money at home.

So Ma made me go down
the block and ask the bodega
if she can buy food on credit.

i was embarrassed,
but they always opened their notebook.

And at age 13, i often hated
being Man of the apartment.


XI.


Like a kid following Ma�s list
of specific foods and detergents,
a cassette player celebrated

from behind the counter
Hector Lavoe�s plea for forgiveness.
He lived in our neighborhood.

But now loud speakers are tuned
to Dido as she sings with the women
of north London and a lonely,

teenage girl, Puerto Rican with a palm
tree air-brushed on each finger tip,
rings her uncle�s register.

Compared to the older men
who often sat behind the displays,
her straight face says hi to no one.

Maybe she thinks i will
ask her to sleep with me,
as other young guys on

the block might have done?
So i say nothing.
Y�know, some change of music.


XII.

The first bodega
in the Lower East Side,
chicken or egg

of Nueva York?

Behind the counter: a Jew,
a Chinese, an Italian, a Polish,
a German, an Irish, a free Black,

or a radical Nuyorican?

Before the Spanish-American War?
Or after someone sold their share
of family land back on Boriquen

to board a Propellar Plane?

And the storefront, yellowish
as others now?  So that in the snow,
it stood out as the warm sand of Carib?

Or a block of cheese for mice?



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