i know this sounds radical, to tell someone
"
It's okay for you to NOT complete me"
in the context of "
i care about you bottomlessly,"
and seriously mean it....

This is divine love,
superior to our human loves,
but a real tangible love,

that even our ancestors understood
as we post-modern have forgotten
as the source of dignity and strength...

True love is non-reciprocal
on the part of the giver--

yet i struggled, not with desire for anyone,
but with the ability to forgive,
though i've done far worse to another
who loves me still.

& since i've learned to let go, the hard way,
i've learned to hold on, the right way...

this is not the "pslam" of a depressed man,
(nor a "sexually-repressed man," as many like to snicker)

but the psalm of a young man that has been re-energized.

Thank you for listening.

May God bless you, too, on your journey.

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