| i know this sounds radical, to tell someone "It's okay for you to NOT complete me" in the context of "i care about you bottomlessly," and seriously mean it.... This is divine love, superior to our human loves, but a real tangible love, that even our ancestors understood as we post-modern have forgotten as the source of dignity and strength... True love is non-reciprocal on the part of the giver-- yet i struggled, not with desire for anyone, but with the ability to forgive, though i've done far worse to another who loves me still. & since i've learned to let go, the hard way, i've learned to hold on, the right way... this is not the "pslam" of a depressed man, (nor a "sexually-repressed man," as many like to snicker) but the psalm of a young man that has been re-energized. Thank you for listening. May God bless you, too, on your journey. |
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