Firstly everything I say on my home pages is the truth as I see it. My Beliefs are that Nature pays you back. Every day we earn credits or debits with nature as we go about our life, so I must be careful never to hurt anyone or anything unnecessarily. This is different to Christianity where you get forgiveness. Whether it is right or wrong, I like my way.It works for me. I can only kill for food or in self defence. This is why there was a huntsman roaming my home. I put it outside, and it came back in. It avoided me, noise, and artificial light. Gone now. Even if it bit me, I may not kill it. The bite will not kill me. I will only kill it if it becomes threatening, in that it won't leave me alone. I will kill a redback, or other poisonous spider in my home, and occassionally outside too, again, only if the situation is unworkable. The abbatoirs kill my meat unless I go fishing, so there is very little killing for food in my life. Politically, there is much I need to change. I have the brains to do it, not the resources at present. The problem is that when you put people out of work, you must find alternatives for them to survive in a similar style to what they are used to, so one can't just jump in and do. In Australia we are overgoverned, and the system needs to be streamlined, like they did to the hospitals - was a bad move. Many people suffer now. Hospitals need some slack, as one minute there might be no patients, and then after some disaster they are overrun. The organisers of the streamlining did not consider that. Back on government, many local councils are causing great hardship to the average person, and need trimming, again carefully. State governments lie in conflict with Federal Parliament and this whole system needs to be rethought. The current voting system needs to be overhauled, as preferences only allow two parties to actually become the ruling party. When one party is making too many ridiculous laws, which they do every time they come into power, it is necessary to vote the other party back in. When prices go too high and life becomes unaffordable, it is time to vote the first party back in. It is a political merry-go-round, which never seems to resolve any real issues in Australia. Then we have the problem that various politicians have not learnt the tact needed to govern a country, behaving instead like children in a playground. Like it or not, whether before or after being voted in, our politicians need a little training in diplomacy. Swearing needs to be eliminated in parliament, as it achieves nothing, except to show that the person swearing cannot express themselves adequately. I don't stop people from swearing. I just tell them that I don't need to swear, because I can express myself. Over time most people see what I am saying, and choose their path. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN ALL HAS GONE WRONG? What do you do when nothing seems to go right? You get on the net and create a home page that will blow you away. Then you hope that others will feel the same. If they do they will respond, possibly in a good way. Great. If not, you have lost nothing except a little time and effort, no great loss. I first dared to get on the net in June, this year, 2003.In 1996 and 1997 I had had the net on, yet one or two negative experiences had really spooked me at the time, so I stuck to the odd bit of surfing. Today I chat, look for work, email, do Uni things and am in dating services. It still scares me a little, as one never really knows what is going on at the other end. However, as some have said, you get a sense of what is happening with others if you chat to them on a regular basis. I am looking for a gent that will show unbelievable love to me, as I do. I want to be his "baby doll", spoilt and loved. I have been through so many hard times that it is time I found what I need, and peace in my life. I deserve it. I have done my time with children, and need to live. He needs to keep in constant touch with me, to remind me that he really does care, a phone call morning and night, messages through the day, and of course the regular face to face contact. I am an attractive lady that has been told so many times, "you are beautiful" and "you're not stupid at all". Yet I kept (as someone put it) "bouncing off walls". So now all that is over. Most women my age are a lot more cynical than I ever was, but then I usually had an understanding of what was going on on both sides. All my understanding, all my knowledge, all my caring just won't change anything, unless the gent wants the same. AND THINGS ARE IMPROVING AT LAST MAYBE MY ATTITUDE IS CHANGING FOR THE BETTER IF YOU ARE A GENT WHO FINDS THAT YOU AGREE WITH ALMOST EVERYTHING YOU READ IN THESE SIX PAGES, AND YOU HAVE MANY OF THE SAME INTERESTS AS I EXPRESSED ON THE FIRST PAGE, IN MY AGE GROUP, HEADING TOWARDS 50 AND NOT TOO FAR AWAY, I WANT TO MEET YOU. |
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