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4th Kite

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Kite is one of my friends. She's slim, all Kites are slim, short hair, reddishly bright fair-haired, dark eyes, face slightly square, very white skin and light freckles. Kite smokes.
All of my friends do smoke. Non-smokers are boring people. Always, if I travelled, and if I travel, then only in smoke, the company there is more pleasant for me, more coloured, and more tolerant than in the nonsmoke.
In the nonsmoke, the unpleasant old women are sitting there. Old, in the sense of intolerant, egoistic, power greedy, self-distressed, self-righteous nymphomaniac killer bitches and now too old to be able to change themselves anymore. Churchy girls turned old too old now to become whores. Many missed sexopportunities and far too late repentance of it.

In principle, the old girls travel with gigantic, extremely heavy suitcases and heading towards everything that somehow looks like a male. Man is just dirt, if man has his pain in the back, then, being frail, only she might. Ailing men have to take up euthanasia, she, of course, uses and demands care.

She is outraged, as her late husband lay in the hospital, the nurse came with the request, she herself should wash her husband. The lady was still outraged. But the genital area I have it left out, it is an unreasonable demand. If I would have been the husband of this lady, the divorcement lawyer would have paid me a visit in the hospital. The poor fellow remained lying and died. I cannot blame him for it.

I then had to listen to lectures against the facts of life teaching.
"we didn't have this, and we, we finally have found the hole, didn't we.
"Shit Madam, till just now I was thinking that you would have no-one".
She had only turned sour because no-one did look for it on her body at that time. By facts of life teaching in school this wouldn't have happened. Short and well my friends smoke. Smoking is pleasant for me, as among Indians in the peace. Smoking women are more peaceful. I know, smoking is slow suicide. A little suicide, could be a women's sport. Men tend to ignore this fact, seldom acknowledge it consciously, they kill themselves rather unconsciously. Men aren't as terribly calculating as the women. Women know that they murder themselves slowly bit by bit.
My first marriage was an inborn non-smoker and a born dissatisfied one. My mother was a non-smoker. She wasn't content either, however, she would never have admitted it. Smoker or non-smoker, junky or nonjunky, antialcoholist, everything lies in the genes. I believe this, my conviction is this is innated. Non-smokers are born and not trained.

At the meal this is different. Eaters are trained to this. The two sirs: Burrhus Frederic Skinner and Ivan Pertrovich Pavlov send kind regards. Those with the flap 's down, the monkey's dead.
So I am a trained eater, a born non-smoker and antialcoholist. Young man, you have a problem, who's surprised?

Introverted, noncommunicative, a loner, go off into a desert monastery as a lonely saint or starvation hermit.
Saint Anthony, Augustinius please, send me some of your whores, I mean the ones of your temptation. Terrific super-sexmonsters, they must have been, yes, but no-one sends me something like that fine terrific one or two. They put me off with food. I get kept off by cohorts of dissatisfied cunts. and well, too well protected. Cram the randy stubborn old devils full with grease and sugar, give the monkeys sugar. Make the husband's belly fat and fuck with a thick cucumber. Advice to daughter from dying mother.

Saint Anton-August your whores. As a starvation saint living in poverty, woman consider my glutonizing disposition indoctrinated by my mother.

B) The sum of vice per person is approximately equal. This sentence helps a lot, if woman has to judge persons. Voluntarily, you shall not judge.
For the practical side of life, the more private area, I leave myself to be simply conducted by my very instincts. In the professional and business life, you have to make use of so-called objective scales. The sum of vice:
Mother has father and me, instilled into excessive food consumption, keeping us away from vicious sexual activity. We are missing the balanced set of vice. Our flesh is weak, willing our spirit: good and cheap our bread, the good sausage is contaminated by BSE. Made cow, spongy brain, stupid world, sacred bimbam.
However, I am very reliable, faithful and constant. By the bye, the male with the shortest baby-cock or the smallest little pricky is the most long-lasting one i.e. the most long living. Honest, the one with the long members must jump into their burial urn leagues ahead in time. This is a length compensating higher justice. Cut an live!

Kite introduces me as her psychologist. I am JackOff, a black tomcat dreaming to be a male hog, named Jackob dreaming to be a black wild boar.
I rest on Kite, on here lap, on her shoulder or prowl around her legs. I am her intimate friend; I like her. Listening is easy for me, because I anyway don't like to speak. I do not give good advice, for strictly fundamental reasons, I never give good advice.
Good advices you should put in a bag, a big Santa's bag, put just behind the front door. Good advices are put in there unread and stay there. So, if somepussy likes to have any good advice, she may pull one from the bag then. As for myself, I have thrown that bag into the garbage, advice hungry folks are rejected by me. I can't make it right to Everyman or Everywoman.
You do want to have an advice? Do massacre each other .

C) My answer to Kite comes from my very ancient belly. The belly gets it directly from the head of the prick, the glans: the male thought centre. Every dyke should have one or two male reference persons. Her point of view becomes sharper by it. My advice is more than just my opinion, I listen inside and oracle, what I feel.
As I am a ruffled, worn out, got neurotic and old, poor old black, gray tomcat, my oracle messages aren't certified reading stuff for youngsters and not suitable as advice for decent young women.
In reality, I live between the firm legs of Ilka. I am Ilka's black tomcat black fur pad, look like Batwoman, I look, objectively seen, alike the ass-hole of a cow. I am absolutely super, who sees me in real, becomes enthusiastic and randy.

Where should a black tomcat live otherwise, then? How else should a black tomcat be then? Ilka is a friend of Kite. I love Ilka, fantastic body, a fair bit of very best meat. Of Ilka, I love every single ounce; there is something special. I love Ilka, because she stands for it, who and who she is. Ilka has and Ilka points it out, Ilka wears leather and Ilka is wearing the leather skintight over one of the world's most beautiful arses. An arse, that could make me wish to be a millionaire.

Ilka arse is millions of Dollar, pounds or Swiss franc worth, actual cash money, right? Or do you pay in euro? An arse, that could have me a virtuous hermit take into temptation of God Mammon's filthy lucre. Bad luck that Mammon doesn't irritate me. I am not a material Saint. I tomcat Sylvester, pardon, Jackob, I am inspired by childlike or more youthful curiosity, by some voyeuristic quiet curiosity of old-age people. But certainly no materialist, only with money not temptable, as Pescara, the one of the Temptation to Genoa not spontaneous but rather hesitant, a Cunctator, I am very skeptical; have to put everything in question.

What I don't have, is the childlike credulity. I've always been a bad boy. Angry young men too are to get somewhere. Honestly, the Saint's whores could lure me, but nobody sends them to me. Self-order won't go; starving monks need in such cases a sponsor; whores finally want and must live, too. I find this quite all right; good work should earn good money, hey, you cocks don't spend pettily. The Saint had found a very good sponsor, but nowadays, the devil is more of an old miser. As I do like whores, have always comforted myself by the thought, that one day I will marry an old-timer, then, when I would be grown up to the required size, when she would have, induced by her high age, to retire from the trade.

I had bad luck in that; there are too few whores, for me, none for me. The very few of them extremely desired real prof. ladies disappear on the marriage market as a water drop on a red hot cooking-plate. Ex-whores are as hard to be found as black holes. Moreover, everyone has one! Ex-whores buzz around wildly and are caught and avariciously absorbed by thousands of well-off grooms-to-be. I, with my more intellectual values have against the pecuniary competitors not the very least chance. There are only few not material whores, so the odds are against me. I have to offer only my love and sincerity. I am old, faithful, affectionate, a load but as I hope, lovely lazy and a dear little gourmet too.

In my youth, a teacher thought in front of his school class, who would marry a former whore, then? No one would do it, these women won't have any chance moreover whores would age very fast, and in old age they look burned out. Therefore I hoped for it, of once getting one for me. None of the statements has proved itself right. Don't believe any teacher. Believe no one over thirty, no priest, no doctor, no one, who does want something of you? Teachers are employed by the establishment this should make them suspicious. Only the brightest of children feel, that there's something that is foul.

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The poor schoolmaster could never ever afford a real ex-professional whore-lady. That was why he talked himself the too high hanging sweet grapes sour then.
As I said, those ladies are in old age very often still rather crisply, real-life experienced, and well-married into the higher classes. That is the rule, I am therefore hoping for the exception. Experienced, as they are, these ladies won't fall in for old idiots, they get all that is right and good for themselves.
The temptation is over. There are values, a person can't buy, and shall not buy, and they aren't for sale anyway. Excuse me, please My Ladies, I with my small-dimensioned male thought attack, only to think of money, as being useful here was tiny brained. The value can nevertheless be very high. Ilka, her arse is a great value. It is a huge brilliant among all the arses. To whom ever she will like to give it.
Kite is a friend of Ilka, dyke? Yes, surely, I do love dykes very much. If I'd be a woman, then no doubt a dyke, I will never understand how you can like men. Wonders that I hardly find any women, who like me. Dykes and I have much in common, we both love a women. And as Ilka's black tomcat, I like to have myself maltreated by Kite, and which tomcat says no to a cat's wash-up? If Kite attacks, then I miaow, and if Ilka takes hold, I then purr.
If woman loves you because she loves you, that's wealth. I confess I only had wanted the mammon, to compensate for my insufficiency incorrectly believing I would be able to compensate with that. I regret, Antonius what was it, you shall not desire. You don't have to take that Antonius so exactly, he could have been Augustin or else. Augustin was, I think, the thinker he was ahead of his time one thousand and six hundred years. Therefore such an Anton-August, Sacred, and with A.
It was one of them, the one who should send me now his randy whores.
I had an aunt with really huge hindquarters. My aunt Anke knew that her wealth of arse was something of real high value. Whom that has, has. To bear his existence self-consciously is definitely positive. Everything finds its lover, don't hide it, how should he find it?
Every arse has its hole, every Galaxy has its black hole, I have always known this instinctively, and the black hole is the actual cause for the Galaxy. So, as is the hen for the egg.
Small chicken arse, small chicken's egg, great hen' arse, great hen's egg.

E) Example: I also know an other Ilka, quite unhappy because of her heavy bottom. An inborn dissatisfied one.
A nice woman said to her, I envy your bottom.
She is getting furious, I give it to you for free, I hate it.
She who hates herself so much, how shall she understand, that she is loved, that I love her, then? Save yourself if you can. Persistent discontent is contagious and eats slow healingly ugly wounds right into your soul.
I was a very happy person, highly resistant to dissatisfaction. Lucky Jack, that was the nickname awarded to me. This was coherent, I was simply always happy and laughing openly or else on the molars.
Until.
Laughing stopped, it was gone and over.

I married the wrong woman. No, the wrong woman did marry me. Neither, nothing was wrong, Ute is only a inborn dissatisfied woman, a stubborn non-smoker, an anonymous churchy type.
.Good arse and super frog and no mistake, the ass-hole only needs a very tiny cosmetic correction. Her tits are very good, a correction would be only necessary if she wanted to go in into the professional sex business, a professional size then could be beneficial in the business. Suffering from ulcerous growth in the uterus, painful period, I on her place would let the uterus be sliced up in the underbelly, and having it disposed off through the sex cavity, without any scar at the belly. But that is her thing. She, who wants to suffer she only needs to do nothing against it. I believe in surgery at all events as the one and most effective method of treatment for everything, that is now the state of the art.
We actually fitted very well, and birds of a feather join with pleasure. She simply wanted something else and that without me, this she conveyed very clumsily. I think she didn't cope with my asocial inclination. Only that is exactly the where I cannot change, its inborn.

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F) My innate basic position is asocial. Therefore, as I am a non-smoker, so I am asocial. Antisocial types are right the survival artists of the world. Disdained and disregarded, however surviving, and bad to abuse.
Neither Lenin nor Hitler nor Franco nor Mussolini or Pinochet, no-one could build on asocial men, we are the salt in the earth, the sand in the gearings of the powerful despots. The very rabble proletarians, the absolute fright among the despots. The fright among all the Secret- and Fussy-Councilmen.
Ute thus couldn't cope with it. My ways of putting all things, really everything, in question, testing first, and only perhaps finding it for good, that was too strong a tobacco for a dissatisfied non-smoking lady. I am finally an asocial non-smoker and I am very satisfied with my misery anyway.
Both of us aren't good in human interactions. We got nevertheless relatively well separated from each other; it could have been executed in fundamentally much better ways. It is, yes, no disgrace not to be professional in divorce affaires. We have managed a very amateurish and dilettantish divorce. I am only angry because much common good one was unnecessarily spoiled in the course. In addition, I had quite much burned out, and I believe. Ute too, first, we should have had to make us really fit for our on standing divorce through spending half a year Caribbean vacation together.


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