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Being that I have been so fuckin depressed as of late, I have begun searching out things that make me happy. The image to the left, is one such thing (thanks to Jon, you sick bastardo). Yeah, just as soon as I get around to it, I am gonna upload some pics of Con, Blake, Ash, Cams, Ruben and myself. Nothing like close friends chillin like villain out in public, where mayhem is a definite. Yeah, so cryin helps things a lot, so i encourage everyone to cry. You know the cryin I am talkin about. The stuff that makes you not breathe properly, and gets loud, and covers your face in snot and salt and gets your hair all funky. Yeah, and you know what, the next time you see something so beautiful it starts to make you cry.... let it all fuckin out, as though someone just kicked you in the balls in the most beautiful way possible. cryin helps a lot. especially if you can experience beauty to its fullest, to not hold back and just let yourself feel it completely. Because if there's something so beautiful out there, and you know the tears in your eyes are from it, but you still refuse to feel it all the way, then you can never realize full happiness (and I am not claiming that I am there, I just honestly believe that joyful tears help the most. If laughter is the best medicine, then joyful tears is certainly the best cure. Oh yeah, and don't be upset about me being so unPC because I thought the image to the left was funny. Hey, sometimes retarded people are funny, HEY sometimes internet geeks are funny, so don't get all high and mighty (I wonder if you ever did 100 hours of community service with the mentally challenged.... I think not, so until you have actually hung out with the human beings that make up that segment of our population, don't send any mail to me. And ummmm..... I am retarded. |
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