| No Smilar This is the only poem I have put on here by me so far, not sure why cause I don't really even like it, but it fits what I feel right now. I wonder what it would be like to be normal, to be one of them to know what it feels like to smile to be happy, to not hide Do they feel fear at night? Are they scared to sleep? Will they cry among their sheets How do they feel when the light is out? Could I feel that way? Will I? Could I laugh in that way? Do I have what it takes? Could I ever smile so openly? Do they ever want to die? To cease to even exist? Will they ever get it the feelings deep inside? What is it like i wonder? Why cant I feel that way? I will forever question What is wrong with me? Did I do something to deserve Having to be me? Who decided, who divvied Who made me be the one? Why do I cry at night? Why do I live alone even while in a crowd? Will it ever change, will I ever be ok? |