still

I heard every word
I saw every move of your hand
I believe this aching I've felt all too long
Would be gone if I knew you'd understand
It all ran through me
Your smell, your eyes, your careless ease
And my imagination goes so deep
As I sit so very still beside you

I had so much to say
And I still long for those words to explain
To come to me
But my mind is still
And I listen to your laugh
And every breath in between
As I dread the moment I leave you behind

On that dark, comfortless eve
I walked alone, wishing to see
You coming to me
And I wonder if I stood still
Would you catch up to me
Still I dream of you
And I wonder if I shouldn't have been so still