If Only I am Struggling to find the words To tell you how I feel So clear are the words in my head If only I could tell you for real Every time I look at you My heart goes crazy and wild The way I studder over my words Like the school crush of a child I've watched you from a distance Admired you from afar Fighting against my feelings My head and heart at war I love the way you carry yourself The intelligence of your speech I feel the way you voice your thoughts Into your mind I wish I could reach But Until the day that I'm no longer Afraid of your possible retreat In my mind over and over again I'll wish for us to meet. Dragontears�2005 Where do you wish to go? Home Index Poetry Index