But everybody was seeing
How stupid you looked
At least with me I knew how to keep
My feelings low key
I had niggaz
getting locked up for me
Getting fucked up over me
But I don't know why I was so strung
on your looser ass
My junior and senior year though
You were nothing to me
Just another friend
Nothing more
But some how when bad shit would happen to you
It felt so good inside
I guess it was my pride
The thought of you just feeling a little pain
like you once made me feel
to me was a little gain
It was all very sain
If you know what I'm say'n
No you don't
You have no fucking feelings
No real sense of being
I know
It's all about you
and what you do
You have no fucking clue
Do you think females just lay
And give it to you in every way
No you dick
You only know the actions of a prick
Do you even listen to what they have to say
Or is your brain in your penis
And your feelings in you balls
Yea thats what I thought
Nigga your all caught
You will never be able to conceive
All the things from you I learned to depleat
Remember that time
I mentioned I had a dream about you
But I didn't remember what it was about
I Lied
I dream'nt
We were over at your crib
In your living room
Just the two of us
I don't know the cause
But we were kicking it as if no loss
Then we moved over to a room
That I didn't recognize
To my demise
It wasn't your room
From then on you know what we did
The last time I was with you
When we were all lid
And we were awiting for Janet to come back
We sat in your sofa
And you said
come sit next to me
I just couldn't beleive
You were holding me
Reminded me of old times
the good side of you
That I first fell inlove with
That I thought you had lost
Made me feel so much lust
Then we started kicking it
i wanted to back out
But then i remembered my dream
It was Day ja vooo
So all I was left to do
was to see if my dream would come true
At the time I had it
I had no feelings for you
I decided to stay there
as we moved to your ma's room
to be honest
you weren't really what was on my mind
at the time
Fernando was who
kept crossing my mind
we had broken up
because we were going to be apart
8yrs because of school
I was thinking in my head
