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| Torn and Confused by zandra |
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| How can i do this? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| No, it is not possible. It is too hard.
The mere thought. It scares and repulses me. |
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| How can i go there? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| It is a bad place, a place i cannot hide
IT is a place where i have no control. No choices |
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| Is it too late? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Is my fate sealed? In being drawn to Him is this my destiny?
Is His hold on me so complete? So quickly? Have i no power left? |
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| Has the moment past? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Or was there ever a moment that i could bolt and run to safety?
How will i take care of myself? i cannot be so alone. |
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| Can i control this? | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| How can i come to grips with this? How can i look in the mirror?
He does not care for me, nay, He cares for Himself. |
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| Fear, Control, Destiny, Safety, Care | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| i fear it because i have no control over my own destiny and cannot assure my own safety or take care of myself. | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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