For King Richard
by latyluv with all my love
(aka zandra)
He once was my Master.
He is gone now.
Who will look after me?
Who will pick up my pieces?
Good Day Master. i love belonging to You. i want it never to change. i want to be connected to You as i am today but with a shorter and shorter leash. i want to feel Your arms around my waist every moment of every day. i want to be so close to You that i meld into You. i want You to take the breath from my lungs and to breathe through You. i want to always remain Your slave, Your property. i know it is not who i have been in the past, but it is the only person i want to be in the future. and You Sir, like it or not are now and will always be my Master. Master of my body and soul. i offer You this affirmation of my love and devotion to You. it symbolizes my reassertion of everything i feel about You. Your slave always.
When i left Him,
i left a large part of me.
He never released me
not in deed or in thought
the years went by
he remained my advocate
my protector
like it or not.
It never occurred to me
that He would ever not be there.
he is gone now
How will i go on?
Our connection was unique.
he loved me
i knew.
One day he would say.
too many others for me
i cannot share
i need to be it
only me i would say
give us a chance
you will see
he lied
one day will never be.
he loved green
and the cold
remember
green and the cold.
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