I blame myself for everything that went wrong-
I hate this feeling. Its one I know well. Its a thing called heartbreak. *and It hurts like hell*
If you dont understand my silence..you'll never understand my words..
Dont let the past create your future...let the future erase your past..
Everytime the phone rings
I pray that its you
even though in the back of my mind
I know that we're through
I try to forget how much I want him here...I let my dreams slowly disappear*
This is my apology
believe me its true
Im sorry for everything
except loving you
These scars are nothing to the pain behind them
your the one killing me inside but your the reason why I wake up everyday and live my life
Why am I never good enough
The words you say are just so mean
--choking my self-esteem--
As if Im never good enough for
* you *
The day I met you
my life had changed
in my eyes you had
that special place
but you're made of lies
you messed with my mind
..and sorry to say..
-you wasted my time-
Love is fire.But whether it is going to warm your heart or burn down your house, you can never tell.
Im scared that I actually care for you..scared because that means you can hurt me and I just dont think Im ready to deal with the pain
My fantasy has turned to madness
all my goodness turned to badness
My need to have you has taken my soul
My heart is trembling
I've just lost control
Unbreak my heart - say that you love me again
And if I bleed - I'll bleed
knowing you dont care
and if I sleep - just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
-Isnt someone missing me?-
It crushes my heart when you call me your -friend-
I guess promises are better left unsaid..*
You dont know what you put me through
its okay, I've forgiven you..but in
some way I hope it fucks with you that
Im okay..that I made it through..
Now I'll write I love you down
the same number of times you said it to me, and I'll
shove all the pages down your throat so you
can use them on the next
girl who thinks she's your
*entire world*
To die would be a great adventure...because I know I would be changed for the good